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trixie:
ahh, poor kid. Or are you a man now? A grown up? Hope you had an amazing time.
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Ladies, gentlemen and members of the press,
It is with great pleasure that I announce, I have
survived my twenties. To celebrate my passing into
the 30th year, a few close friends and I have
arranged for a hotel party. No, not just a hotel
party, but THE party of the season. That is, the
1,200 sq ft, lavishly appointed penthouse suite in
a notoriously...
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spaceheater:
Happy 30th! Well, when it actually does happen-but anyway. This really has nothing to do with your b-day plans-I was just looking at your info and it looks like your profile pic and Jaidees pic next to you are a continuation of each other-the lines match up perfectly eeek Crazy, huh?
jovanka:
You survived the same debauchery I did! Good job. Happy belated. Mine was yesterday, first day of Sag.
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yay!! I'm planning a birthday party to top the last 29 all put together! details are still under wraps but can you say, "penthouse suite"? I knew you could.
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audrey:
party? count me in....
amina:
If you invite Chloe then you have to invite me.
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Pick a life you love
Choose a god you trust
And don't take it all too seriously.
chloe:
Oh thank you honey, it was so so very fab. I missed it all and I was glad to have it again!
trixie:
yes thank you!
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happiness is.......

Happiness, I would say, is sleeping in the crisp white linnens of a strange girls bed. (the stranger the better) The uncertain feeling on my car is lost in a random alley of the city, I guess i'll look for it after breakfast. Slowly waking to unfamiliar sounds, unfamiliar roomates, and some sweet girl making us coffee. Oh, and knowing that my integrity...
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Walk around so cold
So cold and lonely
Or lay in vbed wondering what
To do with time
You've got no sense of fun
Until you know you've won again
And yet you feel so much
You feel so much inside

You want to rip all the
Jewels off all the idiots' backs so badly
You scream give me what I've always
Missed, give me...
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trixie:
hey kid, coffee sometime?
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Long time no update.
I hit a low point a few weeks ago. Things just weren't going my way and I'm really not used to that. My projects failed, my fav girls turned on me, I accidently pissed off my best friend... as the saying goes, "you're only as good as your last party" Do any of you remeber my last party? Ya, well I...
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chloe:
Oh yes. And I meant to ask. Would you be interested in a male asian water dragon, about 2 years old? Comes complete with cage and lights and shit......
thatmikeguy:
it's all about the comebacks. I'm new in town, saw your post in the group and will probably head down to the party tonight... I'll say hey if I see you.
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puke
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papawheelie:
letigre rules yo.
posh:
poor thing,
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i give up.
I hereby renounce the chase.
I shall put my head down and focus on whatever meanial project lies before me.
forget the glorious horizon.

it's gonna be a long afternoon.
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michaelsparkle:
my entry is about a broader scope. not just the delicate games between me and my fav partner in crime.

[Edited on Oct 02, 2003]
thora:
Yes, which is why I want to type in the excerpt from the book, which does not address your situation with her, but your situation in the universe, so to speak, not to be grandiose or presumptuous.
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i havent felt this defeated since,
the last time.
the last time i wanted someone this much.

my greatest accomplishments
my finest hours
mean nothing
thora:
Well, if you're asking for feedback or advice, I think we have to start at the fundamental level, and that is that we're dealing with several addictions here. The objects are not important, it doesn't matter whether it's sex, love, drugs, booze...it's about the process. The only way I've found to break attachments is to let go of the ego. Doesn't have to be all the time, but if you learn the techniques, you can use them at will. Whether mental yogas from Hinduism, Tibetan Buddhism, Zen,it's no matter - there are many helpful systems. It's not about being totally inependent, either; no one is. We are interdependent. (It's the *co* that's the problem.)

PS Don't take this the wrong way, but I always thought you were gay, or at least bi, maybe out, maybe not. You don't meet many straight guys who are well put together, refined...you know what I mean. It gives us hope.