Ok I am going to do my best to use this as a journal. Which means i have to actually go out and do stuff besides work to journal about. It is very scarry how people who are looking so hard for some way to fix themselves, can latch onto the first thing that speaks to them. Cults work. Here is the story. A friend of a friend makes a movie. The movie tanks and smacks of a scientology training film. But he doesn't let it go. He creates a way of life and starts to preach it using the movie as a vehicle. Sounds bizzare but it is working. He is a very charismatic and smart individual and he is sucking people in left and right. I went to an opening of the movie(again) and it was scarry. 20 volunteers working all day every day, people crying during the speach after the movie, it was way freaky. And this is a guy who I am friends with. If you are depressed or in a bad place or not the sharpest knife in the drawer you have to be carefull of people like this. They might be able to help you with something important to you but dont get sucked in or you will be giving them all your money and sitting in a robe and worshiping a head of lettuce. Love you all and stay away from the coolaid