So the big decision I was talking about in yesterdays blog was the decision of whether I should stay in a relationship.
The answer was a very obvious one.
No. I shouldn't.
It was a tough decision due to the fact that I love her very much (and I know I love her very much because I experienced heartache for the first time last night. It sucks). But it is better for the both of us that we don't see each other anymore.
Ultimately, I see the struggle we had as my fault. I wanted her to be someone that she is not. And, of course, that caused unnecessary problems within the relationship.
I feel like I know exactly what I need in a relationship. Sadly, no woman has ever met these standards.
And by no means do I think my standards are too high. They are just specific.
I'm basically a picky son of a bitch. But......that's me. And I like who I am.
The answer was a very obvious one.
No. I shouldn't.
It was a tough decision due to the fact that I love her very much (and I know I love her very much because I experienced heartache for the first time last night. It sucks). But it is better for the both of us that we don't see each other anymore.
Ultimately, I see the struggle we had as my fault. I wanted her to be someone that she is not. And, of course, that caused unnecessary problems within the relationship.
I feel like I know exactly what I need in a relationship. Sadly, no woman has ever met these standards.
And by no means do I think my standards are too high. They are just specific.
I'm basically a picky son of a bitch. But......that's me. And I like who I am.
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I figured that's what your decision was about. You'll be ok. Heartache is good for you in the long run.