mia

so, going back home tomorrow. I missed those people. I miss it. I am looking forward to it. But you know sometimes, you get a weird feeling in the pit of your stomach that tells you something else has got to happen soon before you completely disappear into somewhere just like nothing.
I feel nausiated. I feel disguist. While at the same time, I feel elated and trusting.. and still again, I feel like it just gets worse.