mezmerized13

I haven't blogged on here for a fair while. I have been kind of distracted. It is good to see so many new faces and new sets of models, am loving it. Life is finally getting back on track, hit a rough patch for awhile, but everything is on it's way up. I have started writing again, and have finished one set of lyrics that...
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I am happy that I am a person that can get through everyday life without giving a fuck what people think about me. Im glad Im not someone that generally gets classed as a specific stereotype. I am glad I listen to all the music that I do, where the clothes that I do, play and enjoy the sports I do, hang around the people...
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So, i have come to a point in my life where I am not too happy with how things have turned out. Currently, I am jobless, as I had to resign from my apprenticeships due to back problems. So I am the poorest I have been. A lot is running through my mind lately. I have so much that I am paying off. My car,...
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A year has passed, i'm now wiser, smarter, and better looking. 20 years of my life has come and gone, and well, I have enjoyed every bit of it. In a way I was kind of dreading today, but now that it's finally here, I guess, I have taken a step back and really looked at my life and realized that this is a great...
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So, the past week has been quite swell. Straya Day has come and gone, and provided some classic memories. Drinking all day, with good mates, swimming, celebrating being Aussie, playing cricket in the middle of the street, and of course, listening to Triple J hottest 100 countdown while watching Australia vs England in the cricket. Whats not to love about being Australian and living in...
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Another day, another dawn. The past weekend was pretty off tap. Friday night got messy, hitting the town, and dancing up a storm til all hours in the morning. Saturday, booze bus, plenty of mates, and being pimped out, what more could you possibly ask for. Paying for it today though, it was worth it for sure. Job hunting is beginning to suck, as this...
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I've never been the type that has really worried about being in a relationship or not, but lately, I just feel as though I would love to have someone there. A girl to fall asleep in my arms, wake up next to and look in her eyes. A girl that has the confidence to walk around in her undies and one of my shirts, to...
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A new chapter is about to begin. Friday, I had to resign from my job, as I am still having problems with my back, and manual labor is making it worse. So, now I am jobless, and slowly running out of money. Yet, with my misfortune, I still manage to somehow care more about whats going on with all the floods around QLD, and how...
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Getting back into the writing side of things has proven to be harder than expected. Everything I write, just doesn't seem enough, or to fit, or make much sense. But I shall prevail, yet for now, here is some older stuff I have written, and a cover I did with one of my mates.



Song: Left In The Wake

Lyrics:
Make a stand!

This is...
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Todays another day, just wasting away. Listening to a variety of music, Parkway, Tech N9ne, Skid Row, Greeley Estates, Pendulum and even Whole Wheat Bread. It gives me motivation to start some writing, start getting some things together, and hopefully, within due time, be hitting the stage once more, doing some gigs, and to feel the passion burn. It's been too long, and I think...
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