I've been in a huge rut lately. I'm not sure what it is, but I just feel as though my life up to this point has been a huge void that I have been unable to fill. I wish I could find something to make me feel better and make me feel whole again, but I just can't seem to figure out what it is. It used to be my job, because I loved to help people, but after seeing how stupid and vile humans really can be I've been left jaded and my faith in humanity shattered. I used to have a multitude of hobbies and yet now I find that I have none. I feel so trapped and don't know where the trap really is. It feels almost like I am trapped in a limitless room and I can never find the door.
*sigh*
Perhaps it's time to begin the old ways anew...
*sigh*
Perhaps it's time to begin the old ways anew...
where do you think the trapped feeling is coming from? why don't you do your hobbies anymore? if you've realized that you're not doing them as much as you should, why don't you start again? what's holding you back from doing things that make you happy?
i realize this question sounds really stupid and odd, but it's something important to think about.