I found out a few weeks ago that my mom's cancer isn't actually gone. She's been going to chemo once a day for the past few months. On top of that, all the radiation has made an inoperable tumor the size of a golf ball appear on the base of her spine. She's in constant pain but won't tell anyone about it because she doesn't want people to worry about her. I haven't cried since she told me she was diagnosed with cancer a few years ago but I find myself unable to stop now. I refuse to do it in front of anyone though. Instead, I cry in the shower every morning and try not to think about it for the rest of the day.
Just needed to get that out.
Just needed to get that out.