metta

So i went back to the gym today which makes it 3 days this week.
Boxing tomorrow then prolly a cardio day on friday.

The sucky thing about losing weight right now is the stretch marks are starting to come.

So ugly.

I dont think ill ever be able to show my body off good and proper even if i do get skinny.
My skin will be all f-ed up.


so what else is new?

im still lonely. I think about dave sometimes even though i shouldn't. I wasnt with hi very long but the break up really hit me harder than i thought.
One thing is for sure, when i hit the bag at boxing it is definitely his face i picture.

I want a bf i can work out with. Someone who will push me to my limits both mentally and physically.
someone to sweat with inside and outside of the bedroom.

To quote friends:
"its been so long since you;ve had sex, you;ve wondered if they;ve changed it."

yep.

work is ok. nothing new to report there.

anything you want to know.

Im reposting this pic because i love my eye makeup in it.