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i don't sleep any more...i lie down at night and wait for morning. well, i don't purposely wait. i try to sleep. i try various positions, deep breathing, prayer, meditation, covers, no covers...i even tried wearing some clothes! (i usually/always sleep nude).

so why can't i sleep?

must be nerves...finals begin this friday...and that's a fuck. because i still have so much studying to do! but i can hardly do it, because i'm so tired all the time...

what a vicious cycle...it's unfair, i tell you. well, not really, but certainly unfortunate.

i can't wait til winter break. not that i deserve a break, but i do in fact need to unwind.

maybe i'll take the weakling way out and ask Mr. NyQuil to help me...