metamorphosis

i hate snow. it just shouldn't happen in march. it snowed on my birthday. it snowed yesterday and today and it's still snowing now and it's supposed to still be snowing tomorrow. i'm getting my haircut tomorrow. there's something weird about strange weather phenomena and me getting my hair cut. i started going to a new salon in the fall... the first time i went, there was a hurricane. the next time, there was a blizzard and 3 inches of snow fell just in the time i was in the salon. the last time, it was torentially raining. and tomorrow, there will probably be an icestorm or something. i just don't know. i'm so stressed i want to rip all of my hair out anyway... that would eliminate the need to brave deadly weather for a new do. i want this all to be over. i want to zone out and go on automatic pilot and wake up on april 19 in disneyworld, where it's 80 degrees. the wedding is exactly one month from today. and the next month is going to be hellish, to be sure.