metamorphosis

i haven't updated in ages. i lost all interest in keeping a journal, because all i do is bitch and whine and i don't want to pester people with my issues anymore. i've been sick with a nasty head cold for a week now, so i haven't felt like doing much of anything. and work and job hunting has me stressed and very busy. long story short, i'm sorry to all you friends that i've neglected. in my absence, i've not only neglected my journal, but i haven't been a good friend to check up on my friends. i suck. then again, because i suck, i get the feeling that nobody happens by my page anymore anyway. not that i blame you, that's for sure. just curious though, is anyone out there? *sigh*