sorry i haven't been around in forever. life has decided to start throwing punches...
monday was horrible. i woke up to my sean's mom [i live with him and his parents] yelling for us to get up and go outside because "something bad happened last night." so we go outside and there are 9 bullet holes in the house directly across the street... and about 6 in my brand new car. seems like they [whoever the fucking assholes were] were shooting at the house across the street, and my car was in the crossfire because it was parked in front of that house. we have no idea why, because the couple who lives in that house is in their 60s and they are the nicest people. they don't even have kids, so it isn't like their kids or grandkids are in trouble. they must've had the wrong house. but it's scary as all hell because the gun used was a .45 caliber semi-automatic. that's no little capgun. no one even called the cops because everyone thought it was fireworks, since it was a semi-automatic and about 16 shots total were fired. thank god no one was hurt. needless to say, we're looking for an apartment, his parents are looking for a new house, and my car is in the body shop for a few weeks. *sigh* i hate everyone. well not you guys. but it's a fucking sin when nice people, who have lived in their house for 40 years, are forced to move out of their neighborhood because they are scared for their lives. sometimes i really hate living in this world. i have gotten to be so paranoid, it's now beyond the point of just being cautious. i feel like there is so much evil in the world that i just can't take it anymore. i can't even watch the news anymore because i can't take hearing about men raping 10 yr old girls and 15 yr olds planning massacres and crackheads killing whole families for drug money. two weeks ago, a man was killing in a nearby park because he fought back against a man who was trying to steal his son's electric scooter. on the 4th, a kid was killed 3 blocks away just for being in the wrong place at the wrong time, and the cops weren't even called because everybody thought the gunfire was just fireworks. why must there be so many bad people? it really makes me more sick than i can even begin to explain.
the only good part of the week was friday, because it was sean's birthday and we went to see pirates of the caribbean. i highly recommend it. johnny depp is hot. oh, and yesterday we went to a cousin's wedding which was really nice and pretty fun. it was good to be around family. wish me luck in surviving until we move out of this neighborhood... or world...
monday was horrible. i woke up to my sean's mom [i live with him and his parents] yelling for us to get up and go outside because "something bad happened last night." so we go outside and there are 9 bullet holes in the house directly across the street... and about 6 in my brand new car. seems like they [whoever the fucking assholes were] were shooting at the house across the street, and my car was in the crossfire because it was parked in front of that house. we have no idea why, because the couple who lives in that house is in their 60s and they are the nicest people. they don't even have kids, so it isn't like their kids or grandkids are in trouble. they must've had the wrong house. but it's scary as all hell because the gun used was a .45 caliber semi-automatic. that's no little capgun. no one even called the cops because everyone thought it was fireworks, since it was a semi-automatic and about 16 shots total were fired. thank god no one was hurt. needless to say, we're looking for an apartment, his parents are looking for a new house, and my car is in the body shop for a few weeks. *sigh* i hate everyone. well not you guys. but it's a fucking sin when nice people, who have lived in their house for 40 years, are forced to move out of their neighborhood because they are scared for their lives. sometimes i really hate living in this world. i have gotten to be so paranoid, it's now beyond the point of just being cautious. i feel like there is so much evil in the world that i just can't take it anymore. i can't even watch the news anymore because i can't take hearing about men raping 10 yr old girls and 15 yr olds planning massacres and crackheads killing whole families for drug money. two weeks ago, a man was killing in a nearby park because he fought back against a man who was trying to steal his son's electric scooter. on the 4th, a kid was killed 3 blocks away just for being in the wrong place at the wrong time, and the cops weren't even called because everybody thought the gunfire was just fireworks. why must there be so many bad people? it really makes me more sick than i can even begin to explain.
the only good part of the week was friday, because it was sean's birthday and we went to see pirates of the caribbean. i highly recommend it. johnny depp is hot. oh, and yesterday we went to a cousin's wedding which was really nice and pretty fun. it was good to be around family. wish me luck in surviving until we move out of this neighborhood... or world...
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yes. we need to hang ASAP.
i'm so sorry to hear about your car.
it seems this whole area has gone to shit. i want out.