Hello hello here again
What have I been doing the past few weeks. Working that is mostly it getting some decent hours working at the Petcetera but also hunting for a compatible second job. The pet store isn't paying nearly enough to keep bread on the table and rent paid. So today is my first day working at a dishwasher at the old spagetti factory. However within 3 months they are going to bump me up to chef for the summer time which will mean more money to be made.
I hate saying that sort of stuff because money doesn't mean much to me my phyilosophy was always as long as I can pay the rent and feed myself I am ok and technically that will be true now but the fact that my dream in life is to be a director I need to make movies and honestly I know I am not a socialite enough or a people person enough to go to people with fat pockets and say....
Hello can I borrow 30 million dollars I want to shoot a werewolf movie in the rocky mountains of my home province of alberta. If not then I would like to make a film about a handicaped loner whom through the experiences of his life being alone has left him buried in his own grave of bullshit that he can't get out of.
etc etc etc. Silly things I suppose.
But if things go well I will be able to save enough coin to do something. I signed up for the On The Lot competition as well as to try and get an apprenticship with the government film wise.
The library has been offering me steady entertainment on my low but if anything down time. Every week I am there stocking up on the weeks movies and a months worth of books.
That is all I do these days is wake up, work, watch movies, eat, sleep.
I miss having friends around to tell you the truth again. The two friends I do have I cant spend much time with, either they are too busy or i am too busy. Its pretty bad but thats the yadda yadda yadda thing.
I think I need a night to myself and glass of whatever sit down and think. Well off to work.
What have I been doing the past few weeks. Working that is mostly it getting some decent hours working at the Petcetera but also hunting for a compatible second job. The pet store isn't paying nearly enough to keep bread on the table and rent paid. So today is my first day working at a dishwasher at the old spagetti factory. However within 3 months they are going to bump me up to chef for the summer time which will mean more money to be made.
I hate saying that sort of stuff because money doesn't mean much to me my phyilosophy was always as long as I can pay the rent and feed myself I am ok and technically that will be true now but the fact that my dream in life is to be a director I need to make movies and honestly I know I am not a socialite enough or a people person enough to go to people with fat pockets and say....
Hello can I borrow 30 million dollars I want to shoot a werewolf movie in the rocky mountains of my home province of alberta. If not then I would like to make a film about a handicaped loner whom through the experiences of his life being alone has left him buried in his own grave of bullshit that he can't get out of.
etc etc etc. Silly things I suppose.
But if things go well I will be able to save enough coin to do something. I signed up for the On The Lot competition as well as to try and get an apprenticship with the government film wise.
The library has been offering me steady entertainment on my low but if anything down time. Every week I am there stocking up on the weeks movies and a months worth of books.
That is all I do these days is wake up, work, watch movies, eat, sleep.
I miss having friends around to tell you the truth again. The two friends I do have I cant spend much time with, either they are too busy or i am too busy. Its pretty bad but thats the yadda yadda yadda thing.
I think I need a night to myself and glass of whatever sit down and think. Well off to work.