metalmarna

So this past week I have been busy as hell. It's nice to be busy - then I don't ponder on stupid things that don't mean shit to me anymore. I was a PA for this really cool photographer I met a while back, last week. He showed me the ropes and taught me how to take some really awesome pictures. We basically worked our asses off trying to get everything ready for this Zombie Western photo shoot that took place on Sunday. He called it, "The Fall of Jericho", and there was plenty of blood and guts to make the average horror lover go GA-GA! I woke up at 6 am for the past 5 days and didn't get home till around 10 pm or so. And now I am sick as a DOG, my tastebuds are switched OFF and my nose feels like it's going to fall off my face at any moment now - but it was all worth it.

Saturday I saw NIN and QOTSA. NIN was amazing. Words can't describe how beautiful it was. The whole time Trent was singing I could feel my heart lifting - trying to burst out of my chest. My senses were wide open and at that moment, I was just a glob of emotion and life, breathing his words, feeding on the music - falling endlessly into his demise. I wasn't sitting with Daniel but I wanted so much to hold him - so he could keep me warm, keep me from slipping away into the sounds that gave me salvation when I was just a fucked up little teenager, trying to find her way home.

I also have a job now. I work at a small Indonesian restaurant called, The Banyan. It's really nice. The cook is Indonesian and I talk to him in Bahasa all the time. It makes me miss my family very much - but I feel closer to them more then ever now.

This morning, I just got tickets to see Depeche Mode in AZ. Thanksgiving weekend. How perfect.

Things are finally starting to come along nicely . . .