I love my apartment. And the way things are going in my life at the moment. I am so unbelievably content, it's almost disgusting!!
i'm just waiting for shit to happen now . . .I know it's going to, I just don't know when - that's just the way things work, I've experienced. Hopefully, it will have nothing to do pertaining to my heart. I just don't think I'm strong enough to handle heart failure at the moment. I'm still filling up from being drained from last year. eww.
And then the death of my rat - what a token that took on my soul! Fuck. I can't even think about him without tearing up. It's sick.
(blah.)
I've been focusing on going to as many live music concerts/shows as possible. It's like a drug, really. And it's a good work-out sweating and dancing or what-not. Like this weekend . . . when I go to Coachella, I'll probably lose 10 pounds just walking and sweating. It's gonna be crazy, I know it. But a weekend to remember cause Daniel is going with me this time. We'll see how hardcore he is this weekend. I'm betting he won't even last half the day without being miserable. Maybe I can get him to FINALLY smoke weed with me . . .
I find myself more and more obsessed with Jesse 'the Devil' Hughes as the days go by. I think I might need to take a cold shower after each time I think of him, cause I get REAL hot down there (too much information you might not really need to know)! He's just so . . . fucking dead sexy. Hence, death by sexy. Yeah, he got it right on the nose! I'm dying from his sexy. Slowly.
(cold feet.)
I think I'm going to get another tattoo. On my arm. I just need to scrounge up some money for it. I already have an idea of what i want, wanna see?!
scary, huh? yeah, I'm still in the process of finding a better picture but that is more or less what it's going to be , a BARONG (bah-rong). It's Indonesian folk creature that wards off evil spirits . . . I like the meaning of it too.
So that's that for now.
More later . . . i need to catch up on some zzzzzz.
i'm just waiting for shit to happen now . . .I know it's going to, I just don't know when - that's just the way things work, I've experienced. Hopefully, it will have nothing to do pertaining to my heart. I just don't think I'm strong enough to handle heart failure at the moment. I'm still filling up from being drained from last year. eww.
And then the death of my rat - what a token that took on my soul! Fuck. I can't even think about him without tearing up. It's sick.
(blah.)
I've been focusing on going to as many live music concerts/shows as possible. It's like a drug, really. And it's a good work-out sweating and dancing or what-not. Like this weekend . . . when I go to Coachella, I'll probably lose 10 pounds just walking and sweating. It's gonna be crazy, I know it. But a weekend to remember cause Daniel is going with me this time. We'll see how hardcore he is this weekend. I'm betting he won't even last half the day without being miserable. Maybe I can get him to FINALLY smoke weed with me . . .
I find myself more and more obsessed with Jesse 'the Devil' Hughes as the days go by. I think I might need to take a cold shower after each time I think of him, cause I get REAL hot down there (too much information you might not really need to know)! He's just so . . . fucking dead sexy. Hence, death by sexy. Yeah, he got it right on the nose! I'm dying from his sexy. Slowly.
(cold feet.)
I think I'm going to get another tattoo. On my arm. I just need to scrounge up some money for it. I already have an idea of what i want, wanna see?!
scary, huh? yeah, I'm still in the process of finding a better picture but that is more or less what it's going to be , a BARONG (bah-rong). It's Indonesian folk creature that wards off evil spirits . . . I like the meaning of it too.
So that's that for now.
More later . . . i need to catch up on some zzzzzz.
Why do you think he will not be happy half way throw the day?
Who is Jesse Hughes?