EVERY INCH OF TIME IS WORTH MORE THAN GOLD.
This will probably be my last entry of the year. God, I'm so glad 2005 is over. This year marked one of the biggest emotional downfalls I've encountered in my life. And I'm so happy and eager to put it all behind me.
I've seen the good, the bad, the ugly and everything in between from all different perspectives. I've felt the wrath of pain from others and know I've been one to cause it too. I've played the role of prophet, fool, victim and jackal. And learned that my impurities and lack of self respect have whisked the people in my life that were so close, a thousand miles away from me. I wish I could reach out to every single one of them and apologize for my sometimes crude demeanor. And have them know that nothing in this world could ever fill the emptiness that they left behind. I'm so sorry.
There have been some great things about 2005 I will always remember, though . . . the biggest steps I've taken in life have bare witness this year. I am currently attending a Cal State, I moved out of the home and with my significant other, I've experienced more things alone than I ever have in recent years and I've met some amazing people and strengthened some great relationships along the way. This year also marks the death of Ad Infinitum Magazine and the re-birth of something new and refreshing. I hope you all will still be around to see it and enjoy it.
I wish all of you a Happy New Year. And hope that this new year will bring you (and myself) a WHOLE SHITLOAD of happy memories and new begginings.
Amen, sistas and brothas!
This will probably be my last entry of the year. God, I'm so glad 2005 is over. This year marked one of the biggest emotional downfalls I've encountered in my life. And I'm so happy and eager to put it all behind me.
I've seen the good, the bad, the ugly and everything in between from all different perspectives. I've felt the wrath of pain from others and know I've been one to cause it too. I've played the role of prophet, fool, victim and jackal. And learned that my impurities and lack of self respect have whisked the people in my life that were so close, a thousand miles away from me. I wish I could reach out to every single one of them and apologize for my sometimes crude demeanor. And have them know that nothing in this world could ever fill the emptiness that they left behind. I'm so sorry.
There have been some great things about 2005 I will always remember, though . . . the biggest steps I've taken in life have bare witness this year. I am currently attending a Cal State, I moved out of the home and with my significant other, I've experienced more things alone than I ever have in recent years and I've met some amazing people and strengthened some great relationships along the way. This year also marks the death of Ad Infinitum Magazine and the re-birth of something new and refreshing. I hope you all will still be around to see it and enjoy it.
I wish all of you a Happy New Year. And hope that this new year will bring you (and myself) a WHOLE SHITLOAD of happy memories and new begginings.
Amen, sistas and brothas!
What could you have ever done to push your friends away!
I will be around as long as I can and I hope it all goes well for you, I hope you and the boy live a really great year together and I hope all the friends that have fun away will come back to you!
What are you doing for new years eve!
you never called back about the 30th ???