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Ok. Ya'll convinced me.

I bought a 3 month extension. Make it worth my while, SG!!

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Bleh.

My account renews in a couple days and I don't know if I want to renew. It's sooo expensive..

So come Dec. 2nd I might no longer be here. You can get in touch through...

AIM: metalheadgrrl
Myspace: http://www.myspace.com/mlmweinert
BME: http://iam.bmezine.com/?morgasm
Facebook: Look me up smile
Email: mlmweinert@hotmail.com

If you know me well enough you should already have my phone number. If think you know...
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minerva2:
Ah, come back!!!




skull
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I can't focus.

I feel like I have all of this creative energy building and I have no where to express it.

I took a bunch of self portraits tonight, but that's more frustrating then anything. I want to use my new lights/reflector/exposure meter with someone else. That way I can actually see what im doing.

And although drawing seemed to help this problem of...
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theringo:
Oh my god, no one can drive in the snow here. But it's super icy to the point that I thought I was going to die just walking three blocks home from my friend's place. I kept sliding everywhere. Also I was stoned, probably did not help.
samitha:
how was your thanksgiving??

i lost my phone frown
(really that sadface is concealing a ridiculously unreasonable amount of anger. grr)

i am happy for your sexual exploits, tho! good onya biggrin
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Damn.

I was feeling like shit, now I'm not.

I had waaaaay too much fun on Wednesday night. Let's just say five lesbians + strip poker + booze = fun. TO THE DEMOCRATS!

Friday night was a fun trip into the city to see a fantastic, beautiful woman sing and play the cello. It was kick ass.

Saturday i had Vagina Monolouge practice. I didn't...
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samitha:
i'm going to big sur for thanksgiving! camping in late fall! i am SMRT, right? what are your plans??
yuriel:
i wish I were smart enough for berkeley
even if imnot a lesbian so id be left out of all the fun stuff tongue

i want to see a cellist and a concert pianist someday.

EL SUICIDO LOCO
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the girl i love told me today that shes now in an exclusive relationship.

and she wants me to come visit her, but has warned me that "nothing can happen between us"

i told her i couldnt go see her because it would hurt too much.

i feel sick to my stomach from all this emotion.

my heart's breaking.
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letigre:
*hug*
quintin:
Ow.
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I'm feeling so bitter and negative right now.

I don't want to go to class.

I don't want to leave my room.

Well, yes i do. I want to go to Mexico. Get the fuck out of this place.

I'm just so confused.
letigre:
you need to snap out of it missy.
tylan:
c'mon now, girl--you can do this---get up, look in the mirror, and notice the beautiful features--and then wink at yourself, cause i would if i were there kiss

and smile? for me?
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I hate doing this, but at this point i feel like this is a good place for me to vent.

Vagina Monolouges rehearsal was super emotional today. I came into the rehearsal feeling shitty anyways (due to some stuff that occured at Wilde) and the stuff that I heard, and I said at rehearsal, about what it's like to be a woman in our world,...
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glassheart:
Sunday is bad. Im going to be rockin out with Thursday and Rise Against! yeay!

Uhm.......Ill have to get back to you on that. PM me your number. And do you get texts?
sureality:
So I noticed you dug the last bailey set! If you are interested you can read about behind the scenes info in my Oct. 31st journal entry. So did you notice the burning car? Most people mised it. Its our fun little "plant".
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I leave for Mexico tomorrow morning. My plane leaves from SFO at 8:40am and after a brief stopover at George HW Bush Airport in Texas, I'll be arriving in Monterrey, Mexico at 5:30pm.

Despite the fact that I've managed to catch a cold, I am nothing but ecstatic about this trip.

It's gonna feel REALLY good to get away from Berkeley for a couple of...
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theringo:
That sounds like fun, but I can't make money in Berkeley... wink
letigre:
I'm good...how was Mexico?
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You know what sucks? Feeling completely undesirable.

I'm giving up on relationships. I'm giving up on sex. I think i just have really shitty relationship luck. For instance, one of the people I care about the most in the world lives a gazillion miles away.

I'm sick to my stomach, my head hurts and I have a Spanish test tomorrow.

The one thing keeping me...
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letigre:
never give up.
samitha:
aw. you're a horsewoman. you know what my advice will be: get up on that animal.
plus you are adorable. you'll remember that soon. probably in mexico! where you will be whistled at and honked at and just generally hit on CONSTANTLY.

will i see you before you go??
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I'm 20 years old.

I've been alive for two decades.

And I'm so lucky. I'm so lucky I was raised by two parents who love me unconditionally. I'm so lucky I have a brother and sister-in-law who would do anything for me. I'm so lucky I have some of the most amazing friends in the world. I'm so lucky I go to the best public...
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glassheart:
p.s.- happy birthday.
glassheart:
yes, yes we do.