mervin

I remember black, I remember when the only color I would wear when I went out at night was black and when I went out a night I was surrounded by people in black. We listened to dark heavy music, melodic, metallic, brittle, icy, icy-hot, all flavours of dark and heavy. At nighttime in the street we are all shadows, harlequin shadows in black and...
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Gggear
Jjjunk
equipage
hardware
screw in
screw out
modular
disposable
replaceable
so forgettable
That's what you are, so forgettable.

"Wind it all you want."

RMR

There must have been a moment,
somewhere at the beginning,
where we could have said no,
but somehow we missed it ...

Stoppard

I'm in love with your mind, she said:
the twistings and turnings, no better still,
its your brain I want,
the spongey grey convolutions

Christ, I'm thinking its like she's always got her tongue in my ear,
just ... sucking, and this is not what I want.

I want something of more anatomical
porportions: I want an exchange of bodily fluids.
Is that too much...
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The glass is full to brimming
with ice
sweat
rubbing
alcohol sting
and lime,
but I am thirsty,
no matter how I drink I am thirsty.

The dance floor is cramped,
All in the throws of ecstasy,
I take off my coat and shake it,
but know matter how I sweat,
the rhythm of the thing eludes me,
but I shake it anyway.

Oh, how...
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Here is my longing.
The tilted cup,
it is filled and runs empty,
it is filled and runs ...
I am its history.
Here is my longing.
I am the legend of my desire,
enduring sine, wave after wave.
And memory too poor to recall touch
preserves what, but sign, and symbol.
Years filed in code to be tapped,
released by what?

You come to...
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I'm a real boy!

I'm a real boy!

"Homeward bound I wish I was"

All these towns look the same, up and down the east coast;
South East, promised land, pink pick-up in the yard.
where Jimmy is something you drive not a poor boy setting himself on fire
while his guitar just weeps
and weeps

All these towns look the same.
Load in through the back door,
Step out through the front,...
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