mervin

I'm a real boy!

I'm a real boy!

"Homeward bound I wish I was"

All these towns look the same, up and down the east coast;
South East, promised land, pink pick-up in the yard.
where Jimmy is something you drive not a poor boy setting himself on fire
while his guitar just weeps
and weeps

All these towns look the same.
Load in through the back door,
Step out through the front,...
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Sometimes things are as bad as they seem. So? I got a silver lining saved for a rainy day. Sometimes I snap back so hard its painful. What's a brother to do? My mother was frightened by a Timex watch while she was carrying me. God forgive me my tireless pitt bull mendacity.

She holds the cat
in her lap,
they stare:
the cat into your plate,
she into your eyes.
They are equals in desire.

Smart pretty girls what they teach and how they leave.

When I was a boy I knew a smart pretty girl and she told me stories about places I would never go and she taught me things.

When I was a boy, I knew a girl, a smart pretty girl.

I left the university
because I could not stand the taste
of professionally flavored truths
But before I could escape,
I too learned to tell cloying, party colored lies.

I learned to lie and to hate at the
university.

I learned to hate myself for speaking.
My mind had become a factory
at every turning I generated stricture
and limitation.
To speak was to strangle,...
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Noone ever showed me there was no God or taught me there was no self.

The storm is passed.

So it goes.