merryn

You know what i dont give a fuck now about my ex Wayne.
He just made me get over him a hell of a lot easier.
Just his general attitude.
He started the argument that ended it, not me.
He misinterpreted shit again because of his paranoia, low self esteem and shit. And you know what, i can sympathise, i explained to him, no you misread it, i love you etc.
And he went off on one, started slagging me off and shit, and you know what, whatever.
A normal person would have just said ok.
But no.
And thats his attitude, he cant react normally.
And I cant put up with it.
So sod him.
Im going to do what my mates have said and just accept the fact it doesnt matter how much i love him, its pointless, hes not worth it and i should just live for myself.
Which is exactly what im going to do now.
Fuck him.
Heres me and Jack =) we dont need silly men to make us happy.