Yesterday's livejournal entry:
this journal is not at all representative of me. my thoughts, my feelings, my life. none of it is correctly portrayed or expressed. i hate all of my stupid pictures and my stupid failed attempts at explanations. something happened. somewhere between midterms and finals, i think i lost my ability to write what i want to write. i wish so badly that...
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this journal is not at all representative of me. my thoughts, my feelings, my life. none of it is correctly portrayed or expressed. i hate all of my stupid pictures and my stupid failed attempts at explanations. something happened. somewhere between midterms and finals, i think i lost my ability to write what i want to write. i wish so badly that...
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all i ever seem to do is say the wrong things and insult people or make them mad. nothing ever comes out right. i've lost my ability to say what i mean. and if i'm not good at words, i'm good at absolutely nothing. this is depressing.
on another note, i'm still only 19, and still feel like it was just yesterday that i was...
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on another note, i'm still only 19, and still feel like it was just yesterday that i was...
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fergie_racer:
Once you turn 21, it's not as bad. I don't really look forward to any birthdays now. Not that I don't like them, I just don't care as much as I use to. It feels weird for me to see18 year olds on this site because I kind of feel like a dirty man for looking at them, even though I'm only like 5 years older than them.
I usually say the wrong thing, so I just keep my mouth shut now; especially when I'm talking to the ladies.
You should hurry up and shoot your set. I'd like to see it!
I usually say the wrong thing, so I just keep my mouth shut now; especially when I'm talking to the ladies.
You should hurry up and shoot your set. I'd like to see it!
madryan:
You are so cute.
poot8:
They are both great... and you are cute..heheheh 
bed bed bedsleep sleep sleep
ps... i like the new picture...
can't type tonight...
sorry
[Edited on Feb 11, 2005 1:49AM]
bed bed bedsleep sleep sleep
ps... i like the new picture...
can't type tonight...
sorry
[Edited on Feb 11, 2005 1:49AM]
lol
bee is wearing underwear from the company i've been enslaved to for the past 2.5 years.
that was surprising and funny to see.
great set though.
i love green tea with all of my heart and soul.
and splenda, too.
bee is wearing underwear from the company i've been enslaved to for the past 2.5 years.
that was surprising and funny to see.
great set though.
i love green tea with all of my heart and soul.
and splenda, too.
kalamity:
green tea speeds up your metabolism too....i hate the awful aftertaste of splenda though!
jcrabapple:
green tea and CRACK!
CRACKY!!
CRACKY!!
okay.
I HATE NAME DROPPERS.
one girl who is not on this site which is why i'm posting this here and NOT in my live journal, in particular, is the biggest name dropper you could ever possibly imagine in your wildest fuckin imagination. always has been and i swear it gets worse with every passing DAY.
SHRINK THAT HEAD DOWN ABOUT 10 LEVELS HONEY.
I...
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I HATE NAME DROPPERS.
one girl who is not on this site which is why i'm posting this here and NOT in my live journal, in particular, is the biggest name dropper you could ever possibly imagine in your wildest fuckin imagination. always has been and i swear it gets worse with every passing DAY.
SHRINK THAT HEAD DOWN ABOUT 10 LEVELS HONEY.
I...
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wendy:
dude, i like, one time, totally met daryl palumbo and he totally told me i had beautiful eyes. i was with these two awesome people, kara and marie, do you know them too? they're like, totally famous.
i miss you.
i miss you.
one.oh.three.
gasp.
I'M OVER MY PLATEAU!
i honestly was beginning to think that was it. which was going to be really sad and strange.
i don't feel it. i was wishing last night that i could have someone secretly photograph me all day long on a regular day just so i can really see what i look like. i still look huge, in my vision....
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gasp.
I'M OVER MY PLATEAU!
i honestly was beginning to think that was it. which was going to be really sad and strange.
i don't feel it. i was wishing last night that i could have someone secretly photograph me all day long on a regular day just so i can really see what i look like. i still look huge, in my vision....
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blucass:
I'm actually surprised by the bmi calculations. Usually they're waaaay inaccurate. Meh. I gave up worrying about my weight, just my health. But supposedly I've lost weight... must be the mono.
jcrabapple:
i kinda have my heart set on marrying you so you'd better get to washin. j/k i love you. i will wash the rest of the dishes today. and i will try to keep up with them when i get home from work everyday. :-)
ryan adams saves me once again.
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argentumblack:
*walks in the room*
*pokes you on the nose*
*walks out*
*pokes you on the nose*
*walks out*
poot8:
how did he do that???? yea... 
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poot8:
ehhehe yea that is great..
argentumblack:
For some reason that just reminded me of the day my family moved out of our old house. When we moved the computer desk....we had forgotten when we painted the house 6 years earlier that we never painted behind it.
Now thats classy.
Now thats classy.
okay, please answer me this so i don't feel so weird:
does anyone else get extremely excited about changing the page of their calander(s) when a new month begins?
my whole life, changing the calander pages has been a truly thrilling event for me. and now, we have THREE calanders hanging in our bedroom. triple the excitment. i don't need to tell you that i...
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does anyone else get extremely excited about changing the page of their calander(s) when a new month begins?
my whole life, changing the calander pages has been a truly thrilling event for me. and now, we have THREE calanders hanging in our bedroom. triple the excitment. i don't need to tell you that i...
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madryan:
I feel the same way about the calender flipping. I was very happy this morning when I got to flip my Elvgren AND SG calenders.
poot8:
http://www.danecook.com/
hehehe yea the new cd is called retaliation... check out his site and it will tell you all about it... it comes out in the begining of march.. i can't wait... now mitch hedberg has to come out with a new cd and so does stephen lynch..ehhehe
have fun...
hehehe yea the new cd is called retaliation... check out his site and it will tell you all about it... it comes out in the begining of march.. i can't wait... now mitch hedberg has to come out with a new cd and so does stephen lynch..ehhehe
have fun...
my checking account is negative $76.
money is so depressing.
WORTHLESS UPDATE
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. kara
2. karebear (except josh is the only person who calls me that out loud on a regular basis. and i ADORE it).
3. baby (jason and i NEVER say each other's names).
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. i'm very sensitive and empathetic
2. i...
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money is so depressing.
WORTHLESS UPDATE
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. kara
2. karebear (except josh is the only person who calls me that out loud on a regular basis. and i ADORE it).
3. baby (jason and i NEVER say each other's names).
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. i'm very sensitive and empathetic
2. i...
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blucass:
I've been there before. But I've worked hard to get my bank to reverse overdraft fees. It's easier I suppose to avoid overdrawing at all, which is why they took away my debit card for a year. I have it back now. I learned good.
I've been there before. But I've worked hard to get my bank to reverse overdraft fees. It's easier I suppose to avoid overdrawing at all, which is why they took away my debit card for a year. I have it back now. I learned good. 
arlo:
judging by this journal entry...we have a lot in common. including our location. and other things i can't mention so as to not reveal my identity.
just thought i'd say hello
xox.
just thought i'd say hello
xox.
and the comment about the internet having the ability to paralyze one's brain is really true. It almost blew me away reading that first paragraph, because lately all i really want it to just be able to talk stuff out with people face to face. Fuck this internet chit chat crap.