all i ever seem to do is say the wrong things and insult people or make them mad. nothing ever comes out right. i've lost my ability to say what i mean. and if i'm not good at words, i'm good at absolutely nothing. this is depressing.
on another note, i'm still only 19, and still feel like it was just yesterday that i was anxiously awaiting the day i would be 18 and be able to buy cigarettes and porn and all that other stuff that we had our hands on before we were 18 anyways. i still feel so young, i feel like i just turned 18, so i can't tell you how bizarre it is for me to see new SGs who are a year younger than me. i feel like I'M barely old enough to be on here!! it also makes me kick myself because i'm being so lazy about shooting my set. i am seriously going to bust my ass on that when i get home.
that is all.
on another note, i'm still only 19, and still feel like it was just yesterday that i was anxiously awaiting the day i would be 18 and be able to buy cigarettes and porn and all that other stuff that we had our hands on before we were 18 anyways. i still feel so young, i feel like i just turned 18, so i can't tell you how bizarre it is for me to see new SGs who are a year younger than me. i feel like I'M barely old enough to be on here!! it also makes me kick myself because i'm being so lazy about shooting my set. i am seriously going to bust my ass on that when i get home.
that is all.
I usually say the wrong thing, so I just keep my mouth shut now; especially when I'm talking to the ladies.
You should hurry up and shoot your set. I'd like to see it!