It is the most shaking and saddening thing for me to be able to say to myself, "I no longer have any cats."
Anyone that knows me, understands why.
I'm so sad right now.
My other cat died, back at home, on Thursday. My mom just now told me. She was nine. I wasn't as emotionally attached to her (white one in the picture, Kali) as I was my other cat (grey one, Ellie) who died last month, but she had been a part of my life for so long. She was too sweet for words for her entire life, and it was terrible to watch her suffer so much in this past year or so. I had actually been trying to get my mom to put her to sleep for the past few months, but she just couldn't do it. It's strange, I feel like crying but I'm too shocked to. It's too much, my two cat's deaths within 1.5 months. This day is the exact same day that my cat from my childhood died, in 1996. Strange. I remember when we got her, one month after Floppy died; she was a tiny white fuzzball that had been abandoned by her mommy and bottle fed. She fell asleep in my lap that first night. She could fit in my hands. I'm now struck with such a hopeless sense of sadness. I feel really sorry for my mom because she was really really close to her, and she's all alone back home now.
Rest in peace to my babies. I miss you guys so much
Anyone that knows me, understands why.
I'm so sad right now.
My other cat died, back at home, on Thursday. My mom just now told me. She was nine. I wasn't as emotionally attached to her (white one in the picture, Kali) as I was my other cat (grey one, Ellie) who died last month, but she had been a part of my life for so long. She was too sweet for words for her entire life, and it was terrible to watch her suffer so much in this past year or so. I had actually been trying to get my mom to put her to sleep for the past few months, but she just couldn't do it. It's strange, I feel like crying but I'm too shocked to. It's too much, my two cat's deaths within 1.5 months. This day is the exact same day that my cat from my childhood died, in 1996. Strange. I remember when we got her, one month after Floppy died; she was a tiny white fuzzball that had been abandoned by her mommy and bottle fed. She fell asleep in my lap that first night. She could fit in my hands. I'm now struck with such a hopeless sense of sadness. I feel really sorry for my mom because she was really really close to her, and she's all alone back home now.
Rest in peace to my babies. I miss you guys so much
hellomrworld:
cute cats ... sorry about your loss ... thought Gary was the murder capital of the world ... Baltimore has more going for it though ... ecq
industrialpet:
i am so sorry about your fuzzballs i too have lost far too many of my precious kitties in my life. the only thing you can do is move on though(i hate how callous that sounds however) 
kisses for you!
i too have lost far too many of my precious kitties in my life. the only thing you can do is move on though(i hate how callous that sounds however) kisses for you!