meridien

i drink to much
i am supposed to go on a date with a girl, she's very cute
but i still just miss her
though i wouldn't take anything back. . .
they are all very nice people
but i have a feeling that if i just had one. . .
i would tire of him/her quickly
and that would take the fun out of all of it
i was walking around campus so strung out on gin and cigarettes. . .
most likely looking half dead.

my old girlfriend called, we talked, she is going to see sleator-kinney,
fucking cunt.
i hope she fucks carrie.