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i am so short-termed fucked it is fucking unbelievable
i am very close to getting a great job that guarantee's my internship when i graduate
a friend from home was found dead on someone's couch, i am still in shock, he was young, his parents must be insane right now.
my body goes numb when i think about it, so i'm trying very hard not to . . .
god, i want this job.