mercurysiren

so i met this guy. another one. just got rid of the last one. i like this one though. not that i didn't like the last one...but this one isn't near as narcissistic and seems more real. sigh. what to do. tired of doing the same thing over and over. got his number...called him...gonna try it out...but who knows. at least he isn't a photographer...i'm...
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had one of those moments today. you know...the ones where you are standing in the bathroom just staring at yourself like you're expecting your reflection to reach out and shake you while yelling--jeezus...what the hell are you doing???--over and over. wonderful.

from now on...i am gonna schedule photo shoots for the week before my period. been looking at pics...and i've noticed a big change in the size of my tits depending on when the shoot was done. i try not to be a vain person and all....but i like myself with bigger tits. isn't that sad?

i went to the bar the other night...and some guy actually started rubbing his junk on my leg while he was talking to me. wtf? who does this???

helped out with a photo shoot today. took my friend and her friend(my friend now...lol)...to my favorite creepy park. i adore that place. i always have this strange feeling like i'm supposed to be there....almost like i've been there before in a different life or something. freaking weird. so we're walking around absorbing and photographing all the ruin and in the background we heard carousel...
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sometimes i am amazed at how beautiful women really can be...inside and out. for a long time it was difficult for me to be friends with girls(bad experiences and all)...but over the past few years i have realized exactly how important my female friends really are. guys come and go. they really fucking do. but girlfriends...real girlfriends....the ones that call you at three in the...
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