mercurysiren

ugh. i miss my flaming hair. it hurts me to look at that picture. i hate society.

hooked my friend up with my latest photographer....went with her for the shoot today. i swear...i almost creamed myself she's so hot (upward view if you get my drift)...lol. yes...sometimes my mind is in the gutter. ahhh...naked chicks...gotta love em. i've had no sleep and i almost feel like i'm floating. perhaps after i put away laundry i will take a nap until my man...
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i have so much i need to be doing....like english homework....but i'm tired. two hours til i need to be in class and all i want to do is crawl back under the covers and stay there for the rest of the day.

ugh...so much has been going on...but i feel like i've been doing absolutely nothing. i hate that. my house is a fricking mess (due to squatters...thank you very much)...and my electric had been turned off for almost a week(fuckers)...so all the food in my fridge went bad and black mold began to grow inside of it. yes. that was my day. rubber gloves...bleach...and mold. ugh.

i feel so incredibly lucky sometimes. i have the greatest friends anyone could ask for...and a fabulous new man. hee hee. this is a big deal for me...i hate men. been single for three years and preferred it that way. weird. now there's someone i can't stop thinking about...and all i really wanna do is go eat some nachos.

kitty came home. with friends. now i have to spend money to get rid of fleas. grrr. fleas are nasty little fuckers. lol. am feeling guilty about skipping my first class...but loving the reason behind it...lol. ahhh. life is good. now if only i could get out of debt.

ugh. my pic turned out weird on my page...my cat escaped and i can't find her anywhere...i am in debt beyond anything i'd rather think about right now...my roommate left a sinkfull of disgusting dishes with bits of food floating around...but i just finished a painting...so that's pretty cool. i have a new boyfriend...and that's pretty cool too. first one in three years. i'm glad...
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supposed to do another photo shoot tomorrow...am looking forward to it. the photographer rocks. www.sawyerimages.com...i'm somewhere in the portraits section...under mercury as well.

i'm really digging the model absinthe a whole lot. got that look...lol. my oh my.

the show was freaking fabulous. love doing them. things went extremely well with him too. hee hee. i drank almost an entire bottle of wine by myself. felt no pain. which is good too since i later discovered some bruising.

ha ha ha...i'm completely ridiculous. the guy i have a crush on called me today (i'm not used to guys i like calling me...they usually blow me off or something stupid like that). tomorrow night is the show...and of course he will be there...and i'm nervous cuz i don't know why. maybe cuz i'm paranoid. they always seem so freaking nice at first. i love...
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so i met this guy. another one. just got rid of the last one. i like this one though. not that i didn't like the last one...but this one isn't near as narcissistic and seems more real. sigh. what to do. tired of doing the same thing over and over. got his number...called him...gonna try it out...but who knows. at least he isn't a photographer...i'm...
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had one of those moments today. you know...the ones where you are standing in the bathroom just staring at yourself like you're expecting your reflection to reach out and shake you while yelling--jeezus...what the hell are you doing???--over and over. wonderful.