I added the beautiful Thora to my fav SGs, I stumbled across her through the SG Kitties group actually, and was dumbfounded when I saw her beautiful smile and her gorgeous hair!! 
She also proves to me I can defy aging. She's absolutely gorgeous.
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well, it's official. I am a loser.
I went to a show tonight by myself. I almost begged a certain someone to go with me, but when he said "You can try but I don't change my mind a lot." I just got aggravated and went by myself.
Fuck it. At least I got myself into the city and back without taking one wrong turn. I'm pretty proud of how my knowledge of the city has been expanded, and I'm not so scared to drive there or walk there by myself anymore.
******
I talked to my brother today, the youngin who's in juvie. Mom had him on the phone and they called me with 3-way, it was pretty cool. He was jealous of the bands I went to see tonight, he said they influenced him into the crust-punk thing he had going on for awhile. And I could only smile when I saw all those kids going nuts because I could picture taking my brother in there and letting him loose, god, he would have killed all those kids. hah I miss my Ken. He'll be home hopefully next Monday, if the courts let him out of the damn system.
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My cat is an ungrateful bitch. I went to Petsmart today, and bought my pets some fun stuff with the last 20 bucks I had... I got Luna a catnip scratch pad, a catnip plushy toy, and treats. She turned her nose up at the toy and scratch pad. God she's a stuck up cunt. I wonder where she gets that from?
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Song Lyrics:
Megadeth, Poison Was the Cure
I miss the warm embrace I felt
First time you touched me
Secure and safe in open arms
I should have known you'd crush me
A snake you were when we met
I loved you anyway
Pulling out your poisoned fangs
The venom never goes away
Serpent swims free in my blood
Dragons sleeping in my veins
Jackyl speaking with tongue
Roach egg laying in my brain
Once stalked beneath your shadow
Sleepwalking to the gallows
I'm the sun that beats your brow in
Til I finally threw the towel in
Never knowing if I'd wake up in a
Whirlpool got redundant
My brain was just some driftwood
In a cesspool I became dead
From a rock star to a desk fool
Was my destiny someone said
Loves a tidepool
Taste the waters life's abundant
Taste me
**My ex Steve used to say this song made him think of me. Flattery? hmm I guess when you like the METAL it is! And now whenever I hear it, I think of him telling me that.
******
random poem for today:
My fingers are cold
like in death
the time inbetween
advances
the chill in my soul
my heart stopped beating
for just a moment
when you left
the time inbetween
grows
the gooseflesh begins
when your lips touch mine
and you eat me alive
with that look in your eye
and that smile.
******
1. Ask me some risque sexual question. Surprise me. Make me think.
2. What's your favorite/most sensitive erogenous zone (on yourself)?
3. Give me a line of prose or lyrics that "moves you"... invokes a feeling... anything you love.
******
Jesus christ does Bam know how fuckin HOT he is? I'd like to see that face right in front of me... or above me... teehee I know I'm a goddamn obsessed bitch but I just want him so BAD!!
******
edited to add:
Props to my new friend Layla,
She loves Ryan Dunn as much as I love Bam. YOU RULE! Now I have someone to swoon with, who will understand! yay!
She also proves to me I can defy aging. She's absolutely gorgeous.
******
well, it's official. I am a loser.
I went to a show tonight by myself. I almost begged a certain someone to go with me, but when he said "You can try but I don't change my mind a lot." I just got aggravated and went by myself.
Fuck it. At least I got myself into the city and back without taking one wrong turn. I'm pretty proud of how my knowledge of the city has been expanded, and I'm not so scared to drive there or walk there by myself anymore.
******
I talked to my brother today, the youngin who's in juvie. Mom had him on the phone and they called me with 3-way, it was pretty cool. He was jealous of the bands I went to see tonight, he said they influenced him into the crust-punk thing he had going on for awhile. And I could only smile when I saw all those kids going nuts because I could picture taking my brother in there and letting him loose, god, he would have killed all those kids. hah I miss my Ken. He'll be home hopefully next Monday, if the courts let him out of the damn system.
******
My cat is an ungrateful bitch. I went to Petsmart today, and bought my pets some fun stuff with the last 20 bucks I had... I got Luna a catnip scratch pad, a catnip plushy toy, and treats. She turned her nose up at the toy and scratch pad. God she's a stuck up cunt. I wonder where she gets that from?
******
Song Lyrics:
Megadeth, Poison Was the Cure
I miss the warm embrace I felt
First time you touched me
Secure and safe in open arms
I should have known you'd crush me
A snake you were when we met
I loved you anyway
Pulling out your poisoned fangs
The venom never goes away
Serpent swims free in my blood
Dragons sleeping in my veins
Jackyl speaking with tongue
Roach egg laying in my brain
Once stalked beneath your shadow
Sleepwalking to the gallows
I'm the sun that beats your brow in
Til I finally threw the towel in
Never knowing if I'd wake up in a
Whirlpool got redundant
My brain was just some driftwood
In a cesspool I became dead
From a rock star to a desk fool
Was my destiny someone said
Loves a tidepool
Taste the waters life's abundant
Taste me
**My ex Steve used to say this song made him think of me. Flattery? hmm I guess when you like the METAL it is! And now whenever I hear it, I think of him telling me that.
******
random poem for today:
My fingers are cold
like in death
the time inbetween
advances
the chill in my soul
my heart stopped beating
for just a moment
when you left
the time inbetween
grows
the gooseflesh begins
when your lips touch mine
and you eat me alive
with that look in your eye
and that smile.
******
1. Ask me some risque sexual question. Surprise me. Make me think.
2. What's your favorite/most sensitive erogenous zone (on yourself)?
3. Give me a line of prose or lyrics that "moves you"... invokes a feeling... anything you love.
******
Jesus christ does Bam know how fuckin HOT he is? I'd like to see that face right in front of me... or above me... teehee I know I'm a goddamn obsessed bitch but I just want him so BAD!!
******
edited to add:
Props to my new friend Layla,
She loves Ryan Dunn as much as I love Bam. YOU RULE! Now I have someone to swoon with, who will understand! yay!
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2. What's your favorite/most sensitive erogenous zone (on yourself)?
3. Give me a line of prose or lyrics that "moves you"... invokes a feeling... anything you love.
1. okay, i don't know what your definition of risque is, but i'll ask anyways. Ever had sex, not just made out, with another woman?
2. oh man...ear...all of it...like, if she is moaning just right and breathing heavily on it...yeah. Damn. My penis has been stricken with riggamortis.
3. E per l'amore che ho per te. Che mi fam superare mille tempeste. E per l'amore che ti do. E per l'amore che vorrei. Da questo mare. E per vita che non c'e.
anyways, i'm sorry, here is the translation: It's for the love I have for you That makes me get over thousands of storms It's for the love I give you and for the love I'd want from this sea It's for the life that isn't there.