edited 8:10 p.m. to add:
I'm kind of sad, I don't have anyone who can come watch Viva La Bam with me. It's not as fun without company... someone to laugh with, you know? *sigh* this depresses me a bit. But I hope Bam will cheer me up.
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♥Ami and ♥MaryWill never conceive 2.4 robot kids.Are aspiring to almost elope weekly.Met on a gameshow.
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VIVA LA BAM IS ON TONIGHT! OH YEAH! 9:00 PM bitches!!!
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Yeah okay, 3:00 a.m. in Bal-tee-more, talking to the most beautiful girl I know in the world on AIM, everyone:
MistakesMade!!!!! LOVE this girl!!!
I'm like SO jealous of her hot new boyfriend. Girl, I can't wait for you-know-who to get it on with me, I think I'll die soon if i don't!!! And you'd BETTER be around to hear the juicy details!! No ifs, ands, or buts!!
Hmm, so my night was BLAH went to the local bar instead of like OUT like we planned, there was some tension and almost a fight, but the drunken asshole left before anything happened. (DAMN I kinda wanted to see that fight too.) I was hanging out with this guy Timmy, whose brother is ALMOST an identical twin (people who don't know them can't tell them apart)... I know his brother Tommy better, so anyway, we're talking after the bar closes, and I called him Tommy (instead of Timmy) and I felt SO horrible. Poor guy. He's much cooler than his brother really.
So I drove my rommate and her boyfriend home, since I was stone cold sober, and they made out in the backseat all the way home and are now doin it in the room next to the computer room. I just love hearing THAT noise when I'm down and lonely.
ummmm yeah so, time for some Happy Thoughts I suppose!
HAPPY THOUGHTS
With all this angst in my heart, I'm writing again. I forgot I had this outlet. I'm going to need a frigging journal for this shit. Its just pouring out of me.
FINALLY talked to MistakesMade tonight, I have missed her so much. She's like a sister to me. We have SBS - Same Brain Syndrome. It's really crazy how we say things just before the other does, and how we finish each other's sentences. We just have the same exact brainwaves or something. *muah* Love ya honey.
My computer is running really fast now, I'm so happy about it.
My H.I.M. concert is in less than two weeks. I'm really excited about it for the music and the band of course, but I have such good vibes about this concert, I'm not sure what it is. I'm thinking one of two things can happen with my good vibe feeling: (A) I meet Bam Margera, since it's his favorite band and he's been know to travel far and wide to see them, but it's only a couple hours from PA where they're playing.... And he wants me, of course. or (B) I meet a wonderful, hot, intelligent guy who might actually care about me and be into me. I'm at least getting a phone number there, I know it.
I got the HOTTEST new shirt and wristbands, check this shit out:
BAM shirt
BAM wristbands
Yeah I know I'M A FREAK!!! There was a matching hat too, and I wanted the new Bam Adio shoes, they're HOT, but like $80. You're killin me Bam.
I'm gonna post pics of this stuff ON me when I get my camera software reinstalled. A certain someone has been promising me a free Photoshop (yeah he steals from work teehee) that I'm waiting for....
My BAM collage. This is my desktop wallpaper. I just wanna LICK THE SCREEN when i look at it....
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Yeah Song Lyrics, baby!!
H.I.M., Heartache Every Moment
from lashes to ashes and from lust to dust
in your sweetest torment i'm lost
and no heaven can help us
ready, willing and able to lose it all
for a kiss so fatal and so warm
oh it's heartache every moment
from the start till the end
it's heartache every moment
with you
deeper into our heavenly suffering
our fragile souls are falling
it's heartache every moment
baby with you
and we sense the danger
but don't wanna give up
'there's no smile of an angel
without the wrath of god
oh it's heartache every moment
from the start till the end
it's heartache every moment with you
deeper into our heavenly suffering
our fragile souls are falling
it's heartache every moment
baby with you
my darling with you
from lashes to ashes and from lust to dust
in your sweetest torment i'm lost
and we sense the danger
but don't wanna give up
**You have to really HEAR the song to feel it the way I do. It's absolutely beautiful.
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Guys, they keep abusing me, and my heart it keeps breakin.
I put myself into it head first, and I may get hurt,
but at least I ain't fakin.
Yeah just a silly rhyme to pass the time... whoa I'm a poet and don't know it. HAH i'm killin myself over here.
ANYWAY, yeah , I love the feeling when you're first with someone, and you want to be with them every moment, every minute is so intense and happy and all-encompassing... I'm missing that a lot lately. It makes me sad that relationships tend to lose their passion.
I want every minute of my life to be like how HIM or Blink 182 songs make me feel. Elated, alive, beautiful.
I'm kind of sad, I don't have anyone who can come watch Viva La Bam with me. It's not as fun without company... someone to laugh with, you know? *sigh* this depresses me a bit. But I hope Bam will cheer me up.
******
See what YOUR Heartstats say!
Heart Stats
♥Ami and ♥MaryWill never conceive 2.4 robot kids.Are aspiring to almost elope weekly.Met on a gameshow.
******
VIVA LA BAM IS ON TONIGHT! OH YEAH! 9:00 PM bitches!!!
******
Yeah okay, 3:00 a.m. in Bal-tee-more, talking to the most beautiful girl I know in the world on AIM, everyone:
MistakesMade!!!!! LOVE this girl!!!
I'm like SO jealous of her hot new boyfriend. Girl, I can't wait for you-know-who to get it on with me, I think I'll die soon if i don't!!! And you'd BETTER be around to hear the juicy details!! No ifs, ands, or buts!!
Hmm, so my night was BLAH went to the local bar instead of like OUT like we planned, there was some tension and almost a fight, but the drunken asshole left before anything happened. (DAMN I kinda wanted to see that fight too.) I was hanging out with this guy Timmy, whose brother is ALMOST an identical twin (people who don't know them can't tell them apart)... I know his brother Tommy better, so anyway, we're talking after the bar closes, and I called him Tommy (instead of Timmy) and I felt SO horrible. Poor guy. He's much cooler than his brother really.
So I drove my rommate and her boyfriend home, since I was stone cold sober, and they made out in the backseat all the way home and are now doin it in the room next to the computer room. I just love hearing THAT noise when I'm down and lonely.
ummmm yeah so, time for some Happy Thoughts I suppose!
HAPPY THOUGHTS
With all this angst in my heart, I'm writing again. I forgot I had this outlet. I'm going to need a frigging journal for this shit. Its just pouring out of me.
FINALLY talked to MistakesMade tonight, I have missed her so much. She's like a sister to me. We have SBS - Same Brain Syndrome. It's really crazy how we say things just before the other does, and how we finish each other's sentences. We just have the same exact brainwaves or something. *muah* Love ya honey.
My computer is running really fast now, I'm so happy about it.
My H.I.M. concert is in less than two weeks. I'm really excited about it for the music and the band of course, but I have such good vibes about this concert, I'm not sure what it is. I'm thinking one of two things can happen with my good vibe feeling: (A) I meet Bam Margera, since it's his favorite band and he's been know to travel far and wide to see them, but it's only a couple hours from PA where they're playing.... And he wants me, of course. or (B) I meet a wonderful, hot, intelligent guy who might actually care about me and be into me. I'm at least getting a phone number there, I know it.
I got the HOTTEST new shirt and wristbands, check this shit out:
BAM shirt
BAM wristbands
Yeah I know I'M A FREAK!!! There was a matching hat too, and I wanted the new Bam Adio shoes, they're HOT, but like $80. You're killin me Bam.
I'm gonna post pics of this stuff ON me when I get my camera software reinstalled. A certain someone has been promising me a free Photoshop (yeah he steals from work teehee) that I'm waiting for....
My BAM collage. This is my desktop wallpaper. I just wanna LICK THE SCREEN when i look at it....
******
Yeah Song Lyrics, baby!!
H.I.M., Heartache Every Moment
from lashes to ashes and from lust to dust
in your sweetest torment i'm lost
and no heaven can help us
ready, willing and able to lose it all
for a kiss so fatal and so warm
oh it's heartache every moment
from the start till the end
it's heartache every moment
with you
deeper into our heavenly suffering
our fragile souls are falling
it's heartache every moment
baby with you
and we sense the danger
but don't wanna give up
'there's no smile of an angel
without the wrath of god
oh it's heartache every moment
from the start till the end
it's heartache every moment with you
deeper into our heavenly suffering
our fragile souls are falling
it's heartache every moment
baby with you
my darling with you
from lashes to ashes and from lust to dust
in your sweetest torment i'm lost
and we sense the danger
but don't wanna give up
**You have to really HEAR the song to feel it the way I do. It's absolutely beautiful.
******
Guys, they keep abusing me, and my heart it keeps breakin.
I put myself into it head first, and I may get hurt,
but at least I ain't fakin.
Yeah just a silly rhyme to pass the time... whoa I'm a poet and don't know it. HAH i'm killin myself over here.
ANYWAY, yeah , I love the feeling when you're first with someone, and you want to be with them every moment, every minute is so intense and happy and all-encompassing... I'm missing that a lot lately. It makes me sad that relationships tend to lose their passion.
I want every minute of my life to be like how HIM or Blink 182 songs make me feel. Elated, alive, beautiful.
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1) atlanta , ga
2) 3 times a day
3) with a 8-ball and a bottle of bourbon
and thanks for the entry in me journal
You are so damn adorable with all your bamness' he is rather good looking for a dork! I just think that he is hilarious he reminds me of hanging out with my friends back in Missoula. Where I'm going to be moving soon I believe. I sure hope so since we are in a band together and kind of hard to practice from 4 hours away!
Well night doll, talk at you later