HAPPY 4/20, CELEBRATE!
Bored bored bored.
Know what that means? Update time.
First things first: I NEED A FUCKING JOB. In my area. That's all I ask. In my area. I don't want to lose my house or move in with my mother. I applied at the Baltimore Hard Rock Cafe and ESPN Zone, although ESPN Zone is another story altogether, I've got plenty to say about that. ANYWAY, I finally told my Pop (my grandfather, who raised me, for those not familiar) that I was jobless yet again, and he freaked out on me. Said he would give me my car payment and then if I didn't have a job by the ed of the month I was on my own. Oh well. Got my car payment at least. But he upset me. He writes this e-mail that says "Oh, you can always talk to us if you're not okay, and the door's always open for you. We will help you if you need it." ("We" being my Pop and his wife Miss Ginny.) SO I come out with it on an e-mail and he wigs on me. It's like "Oh, tell us what's going on with you and tehn we'll make you feel like a fucking jackass." Fuck this drama, really.
My mother wants me to take her to visit my brother Ken on Sunday in juvie, so I am going to. It's an hour away or so. It blows though because only Parents and Grandparents can visit the kids. No siblings. I mean, what the fuck? I'm immediate family for god's sake. I'm pissed. I'm gonna write him a letter tonight, hopefully it'll make him smile or be happy for a second at least.
I'm bored. God help me. Wish I had more friends to hang out with. Wish I wasn't broke so I could go hang with my friends. Well, you know what they say... wish in one hand and shit in the other, see which one you get first.
NEW MUSIC DISCOVERED THAT'S REALLY AMAZING: Both RUFIO and THE BLOOD BROTHERS fucking own. Rufio is of the pop punk variety, and has an amazing bassist, it's really astounding. The Blood Brothers have a very sporadic, heavy sound, similar to Dillinger Escape Plan or Mr. Bungle. And you can SO tell the singer for them took much inspiration from Mike Patton's vocals.
Some happy thoughts, all dedicated to CKY dvds and the many happy memories that we share.
Jackass. Viva La Bam. Wild Boyz. The whole Sunday Stew!
How Phil and Ape came up with Bam, this gorgeous creature, as their son, I'll never know, but I shall not question.
(Well that's kinda mean actually Mom April is pretty, and I think Bam resembles her more.) But still.
Have fun laughing at the quotes that play when you click on the Bam-ily Tree at mtv.com. April's and Don Vito's quotes are my favorites. Made me laugh.
I love these guys for making me laugh and hurting themselves and abusing each other to do it.
That's all for now.
Question of the Day:
Can you please tell me why I have no friends? And don't say because I'm on the computer all the time because it was like this before I discovered SG and AIM.
**Go check out the fun pictures MistakesMade did for me, they're in my pics folder!!! It ROCKS!
as of now, still 57 days till MistakesMade comes to visit... tomorrow, 56! woo hoo!
Bored bored bored.
Know what that means? Update time.
First things first: I NEED A FUCKING JOB. In my area. That's all I ask. In my area. I don't want to lose my house or move in with my mother. I applied at the Baltimore Hard Rock Cafe and ESPN Zone, although ESPN Zone is another story altogether, I've got plenty to say about that. ANYWAY, I finally told my Pop (my grandfather, who raised me, for those not familiar) that I was jobless yet again, and he freaked out on me. Said he would give me my car payment and then if I didn't have a job by the ed of the month I was on my own. Oh well. Got my car payment at least. But he upset me. He writes this e-mail that says "Oh, you can always talk to us if you're not okay, and the door's always open for you. We will help you if you need it." ("We" being my Pop and his wife Miss Ginny.) SO I come out with it on an e-mail and he wigs on me. It's like "Oh, tell us what's going on with you and tehn we'll make you feel like a fucking jackass." Fuck this drama, really.
My mother wants me to take her to visit my brother Ken on Sunday in juvie, so I am going to. It's an hour away or so. It blows though because only Parents and Grandparents can visit the kids. No siblings. I mean, what the fuck? I'm immediate family for god's sake. I'm pissed. I'm gonna write him a letter tonight, hopefully it'll make him smile or be happy for a second at least.
I'm bored. God help me. Wish I had more friends to hang out with. Wish I wasn't broke so I could go hang with my friends. Well, you know what they say... wish in one hand and shit in the other, see which one you get first.
NEW MUSIC DISCOVERED THAT'S REALLY AMAZING: Both RUFIO and THE BLOOD BROTHERS fucking own. Rufio is of the pop punk variety, and has an amazing bassist, it's really astounding. The Blood Brothers have a very sporadic, heavy sound, similar to Dillinger Escape Plan or Mr. Bungle. And you can SO tell the singer for them took much inspiration from Mike Patton's vocals.
Some happy thoughts, all dedicated to CKY dvds and the many happy memories that we share.
Jackass. Viva La Bam. Wild Boyz. The whole Sunday Stew!
How Phil and Ape came up with Bam, this gorgeous creature, as their son, I'll never know, but I shall not question.
(Well that's kinda mean actually Mom April is pretty, and I think Bam resembles her more.) But still.
Have fun laughing at the quotes that play when you click on the Bam-ily Tree at mtv.com. April's and Don Vito's quotes are my favorites. Made me laugh.
I love these guys for making me laugh and hurting themselves and abusing each other to do it.
That's all for now.
Question of the Day:
Can you please tell me why I have no friends? And don't say because I'm on the computer all the time because it was like this before I discovered SG and AIM.
**Go check out the fun pictures MistakesMade did for me, they're in my pics folder!!! It ROCKS!
as of now, still 57 days till MistakesMade comes to visit... tomorrow, 56! woo hoo!
VIEW 8 of 8 COMMENTS
And I hope that your able to pull some strings or something because it isn't right that you wouldn't be able to visit with your own brother. You think a sibling would be able to see them more than a grandparent, but what do I know. But I really hope that you can at least give him a hug if not visit with him... Thats ridiculous.
Good Luck with the job hunt and everything, I hope it all works out because you an incredible person and really dont deserve to be put through the crap...
Oh and.... Viva La Bam