well, i hate to say this but...i have canceled my sg account. so on june 1st i will be grey. 
it's been a fun five months. this site was definitely an eye-opener for me.
thanks to anyone who has noted me. especially those on my friends list. i appreciate ya.
and thanks to my favorite girls for being awesome and inspiring and beautiful and nice:...
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it's been a fun five months. this site was definitely an eye-opener for me.
thanks to anyone who has noted me. especially those on my friends list. i appreciate ya.
and thanks to my favorite girls for being awesome and inspiring and beautiful and nice:...
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on the phone with jesse, i asked him how class went [it was, after all, his last class so i'm assuming there was a final involved]...he snapped at me and said "god stop asking me that, it's annoying. it brings me down." or something with the jist. i am terrible at remembering quotes of any kind.
well that pissed me right off so i will...
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well that pissed me right off so i will...
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bankky:
Where is the love you ask?...........I got nothin but love for ya!!! 
benni:
the love is all in my pants... and on that note i say, "COME AND GET IT!" 
so...i worked on my self-portrait final project for about four hours last night only to become exceedingly disappointed with how it was coming out. so i pretty much ruined it by scribbling a mass of hair atop my carefully detailed and shaded face. gah. i'm artistically frustrated. or challenged.
i didn't really have a plan for where that drawing was going anyway...the assignment is to...
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i didn't really have a plan for where that drawing was going anyway...the assignment is to...
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james:
i was wondering what that was too, im going to use it a lot today 
bankky:
The funny thing for me when i was in school was that i was constantly frustrated and did similar things(ruining pieces that were almost done),but now years later,for me, i find that i really got alot more out of those classes than i couldve imagined then.Try your best to really take in all thats goin on. I miss school and occasionally go sit in on figure drawing classes to just be around other artists/students and to try to still take in the things people have to say and teach.
up with the sun yet again...i think this is the third or fourth time in the past couple of weeks. damn jesse and his five am shift. ah well...i needed to come home and get my art portfolio together.
gah wednesday drawing class is the last chance i'll have to ask brandon to hang out. i want interesting friends damn it!
it's going to be...
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gah wednesday drawing class is the last chance i'll have to ask brandon to hang out. i want interesting friends damn it!
it's going to be...
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benni:
i've tried rubbing off harder on people, but then the cops come... and i don't have pants on... 
uh... nevermind.
uh... nevermind.
james:
hey there, im replying to your post but my brain is so fried i forgot exactly what you put. but it seems like you have your hands full, good luck.
so i finally talked to jesse's mom last night about what's going on with my mom situation [oh how appropriate that i'm talking about moms and it's mother's day]...and our conversation just furthered my realization that i am quite far behind other 20-year-olds on the basis of understanding the "outside" world...feeling like i can handle thing...taking obstacles by the horns...being a go-getter...even just being able...
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cerah:
Thanx 
If I start mass prodcuing them I'll let you know.
If I start mass prodcuing them I'll let you know.
bankky:
sounds like you need a hug.youll have to pretend 4 now.
last night i had a dream that i found baby bears [that were missing] in my mom's explorer one morning after she had [somehow] left both back doors open and the car running all night. i guess they had crawled inside. then i found some in my car too. but i hadn't left my doors open.
so the animal control people were coming to get...
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so the animal control people were coming to get...
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benni:
fuck those bears! fuck them!
i did take off my pants, i'm sorry to put that image in your head. it is a terrible one, to be sure... teehee! and the pee thing? i don't think it's my cats, because i know what it smells like when cat's piss on things, and this is more... human urine smell...
i did take off my pants, i'm sorry to put that image in your head. it is a terrible one, to be sure... teehee! and the pee thing? i don't think it's my cats, because i know what it smells like when cat's piss on things, and this is more... human urine smell...
sweetbuns:
wow, you like moose tracks too, and I though my hubby and I were the only ones loving it
it's 5:20 am and once again i am awake...this time in the dark...i have work in a few hours so i will going back to bed [hopefully]...
just wanted to write and say that coachella was fucking amazing. i am burned to a crisp on my poor ouching shoulders but it was worth it...i have to get the battle scars anyway y'know.
i was driving...
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just wanted to write and say that coachella was fucking amazing. i am burned to a crisp on my poor ouching shoulders but it was worth it...i have to get the battle scars anyway y'know.
i was driving...
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sweetbuns:
WOW...pixies and radiohead, I'm jealous
benni:
see, and i blame the schools.
my hair turned out okay... four hours later i was just fine with it.. it was the initial shock. hehehe... i change it all the time... well, usually... and it had been awhile since i had done anything to it. i win!
my hair turned out okay... four hours later i was just fine with it.. it was the initial shock. hehehe... i change it all the time... well, usually... and it had been awhile since i had done anything to it. i win!
wow it's cold. ha HA! now what would i do if i lived some place where it actually did get cold??? 
i would die. i'm sure.
anyway, it's five am. my eyes are burning. i don't think i've been up this early in...i have no idea how long it's been, probably at least six months or longer...
i can rarely function before eight am.
anyhow...today...we...are...leaving...for......
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i would die. i'm sure.
anyway, it's five am. my eyes are burning. i don't think i've been up this early in...i have no idea how long it's been, probably at least six months or longer...
i can rarely function before eight am.
anyhow...today...we...are...leaving...for......
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toothless:
have a blast kiddo!
I've gone on and off for the last few years. And it's always been awesome. Of course it didn't hurt that a friend of mine has a place within walking distance of the Polo Grounds.
(i still have spelling "issues")
[Edited on Apr 30, 2004 1:25PM]
I've gone on and off for the last few years. And it's always been awesome. Of course it didn't hurt that a friend of mine has a place within walking distance of the Polo Grounds.
(i still have spelling "issues")
[Edited on Apr 30, 2004 1:25PM]
sweetbuns:
Hope you have fun!!!...and to answer your question about the tires I got...BFGOODRICH.
so i'm home on my lunch break. i swear work is driving me friggen mad today! we have had the weirdest customers...completely rude.
one lady made her two or three year old son go to the bathroom by himself cuz she had another baby in the car. dimitri told her to go in with him cuz he's too little to even reach the damn toilet!...
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one lady made her two or three year old son go to the bathroom by himself cuz she had another baby in the car. dimitri told her to go in with him cuz he's too little to even reach the damn toilet!...
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sweetbuns:
Don't worry too much, otherwise you won't be able to enjoy the weekend 
....just take it easy
....just take it easyfuckin-a man. just when i got up the nerve to go get my ear cartilage pierced...i called up the piercing place i'm planning on going to and their piercer got in a car accident!
he's gonna be okay but still...
how shitty is that?
i have been trying to time this right for months now...and i'm not exaggerating. it looks like the gods are against...
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he's gonna be okay but still...
how shitty is that?
i have been trying to time this right for months now...and i'm not exaggerating. it looks like the gods are against...
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siv:
aww, thanks! yeah, i have to admit i am curious to see what i look like through someone else's viewfinder, hehe.
anissa:
LOL I felt like an ass not having a picture of myself. I'm po'. I have no money for any camera, let alone a digital. So I figure im brown this picture of a doll is brown, lets run with it.
wow i can't believe i have gotten comments! you don't understand how thrilling this is to me! [is that geeky? haha, i don't care! it makes me happy!]
i posted in one of the groups for the first time a couple minutes ago...and i posted on an old thread and it made the thread go to the top of the list...is that bad? i hope...
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i posted in one of the groups for the first time a couple minutes ago...and i posted on an old thread and it made the thread go to the top of the list...is that bad? i hope...
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hammersmith:
It feels geeky to be this excited about comments. Strangely enough, you always feel that way.
Thanks for the comment.
Thanks for the comment.
toothless:
I'm still commentless.
i fear that I may stink, and that I'm so used to my own stink that i can't smell the stink. and thats why no one will ever comment on anything that i ever do.
seems that i have spelling "issues"
[Edited on Apr 29, 2004 8:58PM]
i fear that I may stink, and that I'm so used to my own stink that i can't smell the stink. and thats why no one will ever comment on anything that i ever do.
seems that i have spelling "issues"
[Edited on Apr 29, 2004 8:58PM]
trying to cook some wild rice right now. i actually mastered white rice since i've had to cook it for my mom's dogs since she's been away [yeah, they're spoiled rotten]...but i think cooking things for myself could be tricky.
in other news, this has probably been one of the hardest/worst weeks of my life. only because i basically found out that my mom has...
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in other news, this has probably been one of the hardest/worst weeks of my life. only because i basically found out that my mom has...
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morgan:
Parents are difficult things to understand.
click_here:
im sure you will figure it all out with your mom and whatever
yeah i fianlly figured out the whole rice to water thing, now i am like an awsome rice cooker, but the wild rice is a bit tricky. what is it long grain?
damn , those dogs are spoiled, i be they are like those little dogs that everyone babies so much. i bet the dogs even have their own clothes? right?
besides anyone who likes "shake" and "meatwad" are ok in my book
-click (kcilc)
yeah i fianlly figured out the whole rice to water thing, now i am like an awsome rice cooker, but the wild rice is a bit tricky. what is it long grain?
damn , those dogs are spoiled, i be they are like those little dogs that everyone babies so much. i bet the dogs even have their own clothes? right?
besides anyone who likes "shake" and "meatwad" are ok in my book
-click (kcilc)
take care
yes, i have two sets wtbq but lord knows a-when they'll be put up, considering my last wait was about 10 months.
the tattoo is something i designed myself two years ago, it says "dayadhvam," which means "to sympathize" and is from the last part of T.S.Eliot's "The Wasteland."