Being the primary carer for someone who suffers extreme anxiety and depression is often a challenging and confronting thing. Watching someone you care about struggle every day just to be okay isn't something that's always easy to deal with. I can't speak for others, but I choose to be this because I care so much about the person I'm fighting for.
Events thisevening have not been great, and I'm not totally comfortable repeating specifics, even to a largely empty room like this. All I'll say is this:
Please ask for help if you feel like everything is going out of control. Please don't let things get to the point where you feel like there's no way out, and that there's no point going on. There is always a point, and there will always be people who will be sad if you're gone. No matter who you are, you're on this rock for a reason. You are a valuable and important person, and you are worth fighting for.
Thankfully all is now okay here, though things were scary for a while.