mephist0

I have not updated this in a while, so here goes.

First off, give some love to 2 amazing sets by 2 kick ass people:

Cruella


Vine


Second a friend of mine is looking for a place to live in SF around the $500 - $600 range preferably not in the ghetto. I can vouch that they are a solid person that you would love to have around.
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Other than a few people I have not told anyone close to me about my dads battle with cancer. I dont get to personal when talking about myself a lot, maybe it is a flaw, who knows. I think it is important to share though, so I will share it with you.

When I was at the Olympics I got a call from my mom that my father was in the hospital with lung cancer that had spread to his lymph nodes and they did not know how long he would have to live. I sold the tickets to the rest of the games I was going to see and visited him in NY. He had always been a fan of hockey, actually more of me in my hockey career, so it was great to sit with him in the hospital watching him enjoy the US/Canada game wearing the USA jersey I had gotten him.

After a hard road of harder treatments, he is doing a lot better. The cancer is contained to his lungs, but it is not curable, so we keep a watchful eye.

My father did not smoke, but my mother always has. All of those bullshit smoking commercials, need to focus less on tweens laying in the street pretending to be dead and spend more time focusing on the loved ones you may lose. I do not judge people for living their lives, but I do judge those that negatively impact others they care for. Am I anti-smoking? No, not at all, just know we all pay for our sins in one way or another.

On to other news...

I have decided to stay single for a while. I am dating, but just going to browse. I cherish my penis, so I tend not to sleep around a lot. This could be a long summer.

I thought I found the person I would settle down with. After several tries, we just can't get it right. So we are just going to be really great friends. It is odd, but we were too good for each other. Humans can be divisive and flawed. If something seems too good to be true, it usually is, so in the rare cases that it is just that brilliant, I think we try to find or create issues.

Her name means exalted, my is gift of god, maybe if it worked out it would have been too much for this world to take ha ha

I am going to probably go to Hell City to visit an old friend and maybe get some work done, if you will be there too, lemme know. If all goes well, here are the other places I will be going to:
- Vancouver
- NYC
- Saxonring
- Berlin
- Montreal
- Burning Man

Is this the face of a killer?

I just found out that Calicos are the more vicious cats around. Not my little girl though she is an angel.

If you are in SF for this, you need to check it out. They do a big wheel race down one of the most insane streets in SF.


Last but not least, I never was the artist I wanted to be, so I never became the artist I could have been. I have put a side my pride and am back creating music, art and will be picking up a DSLR. Go me.

Shit this is long...