it has something to do with the space inbetween the top of the lo-rise cut and the top of the navel; the tiny hairs inherent there and on the tops of breasts, on cheeks, behind ears, on the neck; the place where eyes and breath meet just behind the mind; the instinctive rustle of hips' intuition; the carefeul spackling of light through a straw brim...
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clara:
I'm sure you had a deeper meaning going here, but I'm distracted by the thoughts of the sweet, sweet peach fuzz fur. Mammals are just so snuggly!
kudra:
YIKES! You said 'triskaidekaphobia!!
the facts, as we know them:
I will be out of town and back in Santa Cruz from the 13th (sunday) to the 16th (wednesday). pyratwilly arrives, to live among the blessed PDX scene, on the 20th (sunday) with our good friend Nate, the great pale hope. I'm not sure how long Nate is around, but he'll be here and I'm hell bent on showing...
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I will be out of town and back in Santa Cruz from the 13th (sunday) to the 16th (wednesday). pyratwilly arrives, to live among the blessed PDX scene, on the 20th (sunday) with our good friend Nate, the great pale hope. I'm not sure how long Nate is around, but he'll be here and I'm hell bent on showing...
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bkwill:
LIVE IT UP!!!
clara:
I should have been more clear. I'm not actually meeting any of these people, I just asked them if they had any favorite hangouts. I'm silly, but not that silly.
okay.
internet access re-established, though not without some trouble. It's to be expected, though. Those things which seem simplest oft become the most complicated.
i'll write more soon. right now I have to get a haircut and then finish my laundry. Don't worry, though. I'm still here, and i'm all moved in.
internet access re-established, though not without some trouble. It's to be expected, though. Those things which seem simplest oft become the most complicated.
i'll write more soon. right now I have to get a haircut and then finish my laundry. Don't worry, though. I'm still here, and i'm all moved in.
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louise:
i just left you a testimonial, biznatch. and you didn't even ask me to. hot cha!
louise:
me, nice? fuck that, muthafucka.
yeah, i agree about the flavored ice on the porch thing. i like porches and eating cold things.
let's make it happen, man. oh, but i'll have to bring my boyfriend as protection because you just got out of prison and all and your parole officer tells me you're real dangerous. you know how it goes.
yeah, i agree about the flavored ice on the porch thing. i like porches and eating cold things.
let's make it happen, man. oh, but i'll have to bring my boyfriend as protection because you just got out of prison and all and your parole officer tells me you're real dangerous. you know how it goes.
it's time to sit and write, spend some time with my fingers dialing in for my mind, one more escape from lap after lap of living.
then again my brain creates a break, taking away any imagery just as fast as i can muster it. should this be a 'writer's block' situation, or is it rather the complications of a stress laden mind?
i find...
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then again my brain creates a break, taking away any imagery just as fast as i can muster it. should this be a 'writer's block' situation, or is it rather the complications of a stress laden mind?
i find...
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louise:
we've met eachother three times! by the fifth time we'll have already started to take over the world, i suspect.
clara:
I love you, pal. Not just for your cookies.
uh oh, my psychological gas light just went on... it seems i'm running on empty.
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roxypixie:
eep! refill, refill!!
mistressxxv:
In my experience the only thing I can recommend is R&R and time. It sounds like you need to take care of you for a while. What about dinner sometime this week? to catch up and be silly.
"Its all over there isnt any more
Its all over but whats it over for
Just when you think the partys starting
Its Over " --Squirrel Nut Zippers
some (or at least Joubee, and pw already knows) will be pleased to know that this debacle involving a coworker of mine, misguided passions, and I is now done. the details are rather tepid and there is...
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Its all over but whats it over for
Just when you think the partys starting
Its Over " --Squirrel Nut Zippers
some (or at least Joubee, and pw already knows) will be pleased to know that this debacle involving a coworker of mine, misguided passions, and I is now done. the details are rather tepid and there is...
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rickroyal:
All is well, I hope.
mistressxxv:
FYI
Andaz is playing at Fez tonight. I'm thinking of heading over 'round midnight. If interested you should join - but you may be working. Cover = $6.
dance music from India meets dance music from USA, total dance mania!
Andaz is playing at Fez tonight. I'm thinking of heading over 'round midnight. If interested you should join - but you may be working. Cover = $6.
dance music from India meets dance music from USA, total dance mania!
i long for the day
when i can stretch out my arms to the wind and finally say
no more words
no more words
no more words to be had from this mind of mine
current conditions:
co-worker situation: confused; frustrated; fearful.
moving process: continuing; momentum building.
apartment cleanliness: decreasing.
health: improving.
sleep: questionable.
dreams: dark and tense.
words: failing.
mind: in the red.
thoughts:...
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when i can stretch out my arms to the wind and finally say
no more words
no more words
no more words to be had from this mind of mine
current conditions:
co-worker situation: confused; frustrated; fearful.
moving process: continuing; momentum building.
apartment cleanliness: decreasing.
health: improving.
sleep: questionable.
dreams: dark and tense.
words: failing.
mind: in the red.
thoughts:...
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pyratwilly:
rather than editing again, I figured I'd add another comment - I forgot to address this too - no, no word from Nate. apparently email just isn't his thing anymore. If things go according to plan, he ought to be back state-side in like 6 days. So I guess I'm a just wait and call. Hopefully I can get shit straightened out at this 4th of July thing.
rickroyal:
Sounds to me as though someone wishes he were a Phoenix. Tis a lovely image.
A facial wound? Pity. Hope it heals well.
A facial wound? Pity. Hope it heals well.
sick AND tired.
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miami:
hey man, were you at the premiere?
mistressxxv:
Sorry to hear it. I'm super stressed and can't find the root cause.
Get better soon, k?
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Get better soon, k?
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the hateful silence comes inbetween of the phone clicking off and the dial tone's arrival. i sit there seething through it, radiating into the void left by some digital closure after vilifying conversation that leaves me oddly pleased in the gain of disillusion but nuclear in terms of mood. as much water as i may have poured into this well, this growing radiation evaporates it...
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anonymouse:
http://www.churchofeuthanasia.org/index.html
I think that's the origin of that one picture in your my pics. Yeah.
[Edited on Jun 14, 2003]
I think that's the origin of that one picture in your my pics. Yeah.
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pyratwilly:
Well fuck. Stay strong, don't cave, stand up for what you believe in, never take candy from strangers, look both ways before crossing the street, don't run with scissors, etc. Seriously though, I feel bad that I precipitated this, necessary or not. Soon but very soon, a month and two days, then I leave. PS- Thanks very much for the pics - the place looks great, and I think it'll set the parents at ease a little to see that there's no quarantine sign out front or methadone clinic next door. Hey wait a second - I live 2 houses from a methadone clinic right now...
i need to get out, in so many senses of the phrase.
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joubee:
of the closet? OOOOOOOOOOOOOH GAY JOKE. Come out tonight after midnight!
yumchen:
Well i had a party but no, you didn't come out. That is ok. I will be having another one soon. I am coming north i think the last week of june, anything happening then? I will keep an eye on p-town posts