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some days, you just want to gently smash the fuck out of the world.

other days, it's all about ice cream.

today, all I want is to know kung fu and have that be all I need to know.



ice cream does sound good, though. real good.
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december:
hey!
it was nice to meet you last night...

and i agree with you on the ice cream bit. ice cream. all the time. forever!!!
eris:
thanks for the hospitality, yo!

perhaps i'll see you at the alley later tonight...
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sometimes too much heartache becomes a Sunday Suicide, a melancholy disruption to what should be relaxation, a large stone of pain in the placid waters of a clear mind, sudden swells take over what I thought was just a ride and life's hue shifts from pleasant to invasive, some sort of somebody becoming some sort of something else entirely as the repitle on the inside...
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dorian:
I like your mendicant posts. I've just come back to university and being in charge of orientation (for the unofficial freaks and geeks dorm) really makes your words resonate with me. *shrug* the same old stuff can certainly look new again even when you know it is an illusion.
gingerlie:
i love clavicals, especially mine. theyre so fucking sexy. i want to get mine pierced. sorry i missed tonight. we should figure out if next week you can get my underage ass in to pirate thursdays, cuz bigdirtys gonna be gone and ill be bored.
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in my last entry, I wrote about having time to sleep, and my excitement about it. as it were, certain parties took it upon themselves to usurp my quest for psychically balancing dream time, and my unhappiness with humans has increased to a north-midwestern grumpy old man level with the jaded edge of a Nice Guy(tm) that's been used one too many times.

here's hoping...
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mistressxxv:
Hey Doll, long time. Sorry to hear about the...stress? Anyway, I thought I'd let you know I'm off Saturday to see Miss T. I'll be there for a while, at least 10 days.

I've been a real homebody recently. Not really feeling welcome at member events, being on an emotional roller coaster, whatever, I'm just a little down. The trip should do me well. I have much to accomplish so I must be getting back to that soon.

Thought I should let you know I'm in the EARLY stages of planning a move out of Oregon. Chemistry jobs aren't very forth coming here. Plus I want to be closer to my girlfriend. When I get back we should get together and catch up. I hope you're feeling better by then.
pyratwilly:
jeebus and beelzebozo help and rest us both, here's hoping <clink>
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holy shit, I have time to sleep!

(night!)
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mistressxxv:
You flaked Meph. We were waiting for you at Pirate Cove 'til 10:30. Did you forget?
zanarki:
I've put a bounty out on your cowboy hat. It would be a lot less messy if you just gave it up peacefully wink
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it's been coming for a while, exiting the barrel in a slow-motion moment surrounded by stress and change, the weight of various realities and awakenings causing anxiety to be raised and my well-being to become off balance until now I sit with a loss of self, too many doubts and no positive assurances about who I am now, only trying to claw my way back...
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miami:
without lamps, there'd be no light.
clara:
Sweet dreams, love.
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today: cold treats on the porch was mighty great.

tomorrow: up a hill on two wheels, r & r at a staff retreat, a few hours of work, pirate drinking, more drinking, some food, some movies, an all-nighter

then: Nate to the airport, call in sick to work, recover.

now: sleep
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rickroyal:
A charmed life, me thinks.
mistressxxv:
I miss Nate already. frown

It was great hanging out last night. Next week I'm bringing my former roommate. Another totally rad woman!
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The way things feel right now, I wouldn't be suprised if things began to fall out of the sky, only to change the course of my life. Freedom and wonder are creeping back in. Now is the time for opportunity. Now is the time to talk like a horoscope.
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mistressxxv:
kiss

That is all.
roxypixie:
oh yeah, your shirt was awesome. i totally dug that.
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For those (all) of you who missed the initial Pirate Thursdays last night, here's the craziness you missed... and it's a tale for the ages.

Pyratwilly, our friend Nate and I got there sometime around ten thirty. We got our pints and I put some music on the juke and the conversation began. Right around the time that I had finished my pint of delicious...
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joubee:
Again, you write way too much to read...Im diLeXik for christs sake. Yes, I miss you too and I can do your hair after the 1st..its probably long enough to work on now...I kind of want to do a queer eye for the straight guy dealy on you so save some bucks.
clara:
You are the nicest man. kiss
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not much to say aside from life, being on the upstroke, is filled with energy and desires, with no fulfilling outlet as of yet, bicycling past midnight and close friends aside.

just thought i'd say hi, though.
clara:
I'm glad you did. Hi.
josh:
HI

I'm chillin' till the weekend, yo. biggrin