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mephausto

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Thursday Jun 19, 2003

Jun 19, 2003
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i long for the day
when i can stretch out my arms to the wind and finally say
no more words
no more words
no more words to be had from this mind of mine

current conditions:
co-worker situation: confused; frustrated; fearful.
moving process: continuing; momentum building.
apartment cleanliness: decreasing.
health: improving.
sleep: questionable.
dreams: dark and tense.
words: failing.
mind: in the red.
thoughts: hidden; whirling; just out of reach.
heart: aching.
eyes: tired; seeing.
back: sore.
refridgerator: running.
soul: burning; burning; burning; burning; burning; burning; burning.

in the end
i only desire the dark and dreamless sleep of rebirth
to awaken again, renewed.
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pyratwilly:
rather than editing again, I figured I'd add another comment - I forgot to address this too - no, no word from Nate. apparently email just isn't his thing anymore. If things go according to plan, he ought to be back state-side in like 6 days. So I guess I'm a just wait and call. Hopefully I can get shit straightened out at this 4th of July thing.
Jun 20, 2003
rickroyal:
Sounds to me as though someone wishes he were a Phoenix. Tis a lovely image.

A facial wound? Pity. Hope it heals well.
Jun 21, 2003

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