mephausto

i long for the day
when i can stretch out my arms to the wind and finally say
no more words
no more words
no more words to be had from this mind of mine

current conditions:
co-worker situation: confused; frustrated; fearful.
moving process: continuing; momentum building.
apartment cleanliness: decreasing.
health: improving.
sleep: questionable.
dreams: dark and tense.
words: failing.
mind: in the red.
thoughts: hidden; whirling; just out of reach.
heart: aching.
eyes: tired; seeing.
back: sore.
refridgerator: running.
soul: burning; burning; burning; burning; burning; burning; burning.

in the end
i only desire the dark and dreamless sleep of rebirth
to awaken again, renewed.