in my last entry, I wrote about having time to sleep, and my excitement about it. as it were, certain parties took it upon themselves to usurp my quest for psychically balancing dream time, and my unhappiness with humans has increased to a north-midwestern grumpy old man level with the jaded edge of a Nice Guy(tm) that's been used one too many times.
here's hoping...
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here's hoping...
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holy shit, I have time to sleep!
(night!)
(night!)
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mistressxxv:
You flaked Meph. We were waiting for you at Pirate Cove 'til 10:30. Did you forget?
zanarki:
I've put a bounty out on your cowboy hat. It would be a lot less messy if you just gave it up peacefully 
it's been coming for a while, exiting the barrel in a slow-motion moment surrounded by stress and change, the weight of various realities and awakenings causing anxiety to be raised and my well-being to become off balance until now I sit with a loss of self, too many doubts and no positive assurances about who I am now, only trying to claw my way back...
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miami:
without lamps, there'd be no light.
clara:
Sweet dreams, love.
today: cold treats on the porch was mighty great.
tomorrow: up a hill on two wheels, r & r at a staff retreat, a few hours of work, pirate drinking, more drinking, some food, some movies, an all-nighter
then: Nate to the airport, call in sick to work, recover.
now: sleep
tomorrow: up a hill on two wheels, r & r at a staff retreat, a few hours of work, pirate drinking, more drinking, some food, some movies, an all-nighter
then: Nate to the airport, call in sick to work, recover.
now: sleep
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rickroyal:
A charmed life, me thinks.
mistressxxv:
I miss Nate already. 
It was great hanging out last night. Next week I'm bringing my former roommate. Another totally rad woman!
It was great hanging out last night. Next week I'm bringing my former roommate. Another totally rad woman!
The way things feel right now, I wouldn't be suprised if things began to fall out of the sky, only to change the course of my life. Freedom and wonder are creeping back in. Now is the time for opportunity. Now is the time to talk like a horoscope.
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mistressxxv:
That is all.
That is all.
roxypixie:
oh yeah, your shirt was awesome. i totally dug that.
For those (all) of you who missed the initial Pirate Thursdays last night, here's the craziness you missed... and it's a tale for the ages.
Pyratwilly, our friend Nate and I got there sometime around ten thirty. We got our pints and I put some music on the juke and the conversation began. Right around the time that I had finished my pint of delicious...
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Pyratwilly, our friend Nate and I got there sometime around ten thirty. We got our pints and I put some music on the juke and the conversation began. Right around the time that I had finished my pint of delicious...
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joubee:
Again, you write way too much to read...Im diLeXik for christs sake. Yes, I miss you too and I can do your hair after the 1st..its probably long enough to work on now...I kind of want to do a queer eye for the straight guy dealy on you so save some bucks.
clara:
You are the nicest man.
not much to say aside from life, being on the upstroke, is filled with energy and desires, with no fulfilling outlet as of yet, bicycling past midnight and close friends aside.
just thought i'd say hi, though.
just thought i'd say hi, though.
clara:
I'm glad you did. Hi.
josh:
HI
I'm chillin' till the weekend, yo.
I'm chillin' till the weekend, yo.
.explode.
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joubee:
YEAH...where you been at. I hope your situation is better than last time we had sushi!
yawf:
.ditto.
it has something to do with the space inbetween the top of the lo-rise cut and the top of the navel; the tiny hairs inherent there and on the tops of breasts, on cheeks, behind ears, on the neck; the place where eyes and breath meet just behind the mind; the instinctive rustle of hips' intuition; the carefeul spackling of light through a straw brim...
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clara:
I'm sure you had a deeper meaning going here, but I'm distracted by the thoughts of the sweet, sweet peach fuzz fur. Mammals are just so snuggly!
kudra:
YIKES! You said 'triskaidekaphobia!!
the facts, as we know them:
I will be out of town and back in Santa Cruz from the 13th (sunday) to the 16th (wednesday). pyratwilly arrives, to live among the blessed PDX scene, on the 20th (sunday) with our good friend Nate, the great pale hope. I'm not sure how long Nate is around, but he'll be here and I'm hell bent on showing...
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I will be out of town and back in Santa Cruz from the 13th (sunday) to the 16th (wednesday). pyratwilly arrives, to live among the blessed PDX scene, on the 20th (sunday) with our good friend Nate, the great pale hope. I'm not sure how long Nate is around, but he'll be here and I'm hell bent on showing...
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bkwill:
LIVE IT UP!!!
clara:
I should have been more clear. I'm not actually meeting any of these people, I just asked them if they had any favorite hangouts. I'm silly, but not that silly.
okay.
internet access re-established, though not without some trouble. It's to be expected, though. Those things which seem simplest oft become the most complicated.
i'll write more soon. right now I have to get a haircut and then finish my laundry. Don't worry, though. I'm still here, and i'm all moved in.
internet access re-established, though not without some trouble. It's to be expected, though. Those things which seem simplest oft become the most complicated.
i'll write more soon. right now I have to get a haircut and then finish my laundry. Don't worry, though. I'm still here, and i'm all moved in.
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louise:
i just left you a testimonial, biznatch. and you didn't even ask me to. hot cha!
louise:
me, nice? fuck that, muthafucka.
yeah, i agree about the flavored ice on the porch thing. i like porches and eating cold things.
let's make it happen, man. oh, but i'll have to bring my boyfriend as protection because you just got out of prison and all and your parole officer tells me you're real dangerous. you know how it goes.
yeah, i agree about the flavored ice on the porch thing. i like porches and eating cold things.
let's make it happen, man. oh, but i'll have to bring my boyfriend as protection because you just got out of prison and all and your parole officer tells me you're real dangerous. you know how it goes.
it's time to sit and write, spend some time with my fingers dialing in for my mind, one more escape from lap after lap of living.
then again my brain creates a break, taking away any imagery just as fast as i can muster it. should this be a 'writer's block' situation, or is it rather the complications of a stress laden mind?
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then again my brain creates a break, taking away any imagery just as fast as i can muster it. should this be a 'writer's block' situation, or is it rather the complications of a stress laden mind?
i find...
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louise:
we've met eachother three times! by the fifth time we'll have already started to take over the world, i suspect.
clara:
I love you, pal. Not just for your cookies.
I've been a real homebody recently. Not really feeling welcome at member events, being on an emotional roller coaster, whatever, I'm just a little down. The trip should do me well. I have much to accomplish so I must be getting back to that soon.
Thought I should let you know I'm in the EARLY stages of planning a move out of Oregon. Chemistry jobs aren't very forth coming here. Plus I want to be closer to my girlfriend. When I get back we should get together and catch up. I hope you're feeling better by then.