menulis

i got to talk with matt for a long time today, which was super good. i got out a lot of what's on my mind to him, he vented out his stresses to me, we drove around half of delaware doing xmas shopping for him, and everything was well in the world. i tried calling pepito while i had him around so he could talk to "the reason why i look so damned content for the first time in my life" but she was not around. alas.

tonight will be odd. i know i have plans with 3 or 4 different people, and cannot remember a) who they're with and b) what the hell i'm doing. go me.

so damned tired right now. so many things on my mind. urgh. i cannot wait for this weekend.