Friday Feb 23, 2007

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been working on a new music project with my friend Bri.

Craptacular recordings finally got there first paid gig.
and even the payment was Craptacualar... 50$ in quarters.

i've been working ALOT.
and its nice because i've been making a good paycheck smile


there is something maybe you guys could help me with.
some advice is much needed.

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Me and the boy have been fighting allot.

over stupid shit.
and i have to say i'm the one starting the fights.
they start out playful and then we end up hurting each others feelings.
why am i doing this????
its fights over a pair of shorts or going to a bar or sleeping on a certain side of the bed.
Just stupid stuff.
and i pop off something absurd.
He's also being getting kind of testy if I talk to other people on the internet. -.- that's mostly the reason I haven't been around.

the only time we are really getting along is when we are curled up in bed about to go to sleep or about to wake up... -.-
it hurts.. (infact it hurts so much i'm crying)
i hope its we just need some time apart. because he's down in Waco and i'm chilling here in Dallas till i get off tomorrow afternoon.

this is the guy i love. why am i acting like such a bitch? It just seems like.. He's pushing my buttons and I just want to yell!! Grrrrr
i mean.. i guess the answer would be inside of me... but i can't find it.. i can't figure it out..


hopefully things will be better next week smile

i'm going to go clean house now.. so the boy has a nice place to mix music this coming week.




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