so today was a drag....
its all in my head.. i know.. but that dosen't take away the fact that it sucked
in my sociology class i like to play devils advocate.. be the opnion that everyone hates.. it secreatly gives me great plesure to see them get mad.. start to think.. and then suddenly they flower in to a process of thought/ opinion/ history and ultimatly knoldge..
but i never have quite understood sociology... it just seems to be a networked opnion about another network taken by watching a small group of people in that network.. it dosen't seem very valid..i don't know why people do the things they do.. but i don't see much since in fretting over it if they are just going to keep on doing it...
i've been writhing around for three days eating peoples left overs and going back to an empty fridge, opening it up.. sighing, and going to sleep....untill i found 50 dollars in a book that my aunt had given me last christmas... i don't know what possessed me to even open the book.. i had no intent of reading it.. i just though "hey i've never really look though this" and out fell 50 dollars... so i went and bought 50$ worth of food...yay for mastication!
i have to make 20 rockets tonight... so i'm inviting a few people over.. we'll smoke, eat, and glue untill dawn ( ok maybe not that long) should be ALLLLLRIGHT...
i think today was just shitty becase i was hungry.. i'm suddenly feeling a bit better
its all in my head.. i know.. but that dosen't take away the fact that it sucked
in my sociology class i like to play devils advocate.. be the opnion that everyone hates.. it secreatly gives me great plesure to see them get mad.. start to think.. and then suddenly they flower in to a process of thought/ opinion/ history and ultimatly knoldge..
but i never have quite understood sociology... it just seems to be a networked opnion about another network taken by watching a small group of people in that network.. it dosen't seem very valid..i don't know why people do the things they do.. but i don't see much since in fretting over it if they are just going to keep on doing it...
i've been writhing around for three days eating peoples left overs and going back to an empty fridge, opening it up.. sighing, and going to sleep....untill i found 50 dollars in a book that my aunt had given me last christmas... i don't know what possessed me to even open the book.. i had no intent of reading it.. i just though "hey i've never really look though this" and out fell 50 dollars... so i went and bought 50$ worth of food...yay for mastication!
i have to make 20 rockets tonight... so i'm inviting a few people over.. we'll smoke, eat, and glue untill dawn ( ok maybe not that long) should be ALLLLLRIGHT...
i think today was just shitty becase i was hungry.. i'm suddenly feeling a bit better
the saying is true. the flesh is willing, but the body is weak. My mental state always overtakes my physical wants or needs. Right now, I'm just trying to reverse that. It's a long fight, but one worth fighting.