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for every action there is an equal and opposite reaction.

this even works in sick, twisted, worldly matters...

we are so intertwined now..
that things are bounced back and forth between us.

a game of karma ping pong.


you pay for my mistakes
and i for yours...

only you don't make as many mistakes as i do...


dammit...

trust yourself
so you can trust everyone...
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one day there was a girl name Jane.
she became my friend in the rain.

water flows backwards when she's in my bedroom.
and i find myself sink so low that i'm on the floor
when she curls up with me under the covers.
obscure movies and white kitty cats.

sediment stackers
and fluoresces.

i wish it was summer...

i miss Austin.

i'm moving in...
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been working on a new music project with my friend Bri.

Craptacular recordings finally got there first paid gig.
and even the payment was Craptacualar... 50$ in quarters.

i've been working ALOT.
and its nice because i've been making a good paycheck


there is something maybe you guys could help me with.
some advice is much needed.

uhh..
so life is ok..

i actually went and ate sushi last night.. and really enjoyed it... of corse i better have.. the dinner cost me like 50 bucks..


i guess i've been doing a little extra spending becase i've had lots of good work lately....
infact i work everyday next week...

Matt promises to take me to Bodyworlds this week..
ahhh nothing like seeing...
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ugh..
i have nothing to tell all of you..
just felt i should write something...
so you knew i wasn't dead.

i went to court today..
put a plea of not guitly.

basicly they just set up like three more cort dates to go to.. to jump threw their damn hoops..


grrrr goverment.


in better news..
i got a premotion at work.
i'm now an...
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people are just plain werid.
yep
weird.
myself included...

as stated in the blog on the 8th. the bands have a show tonight.
i think i'm going to guest sing one song so that should be fun.

my roommate found a secrete sunna in my appartment complex.
i say its secrete because they didn't tell us about it when i moved it.
you go into...
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i feel like i have a lot to say.
lets see if it bleeds out

perhaps we can use leeches on my thought process, yes?

it suppose to freeze over tonight. i complain a lot about being cold. but i kind of like it when a physical reaction takes place over large spaces of concrete.
i start school and work on Tue.

i don't have...
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the law of attraction.


is a very good law to keep in mind.

body


and

soul..



I LIKE FORTUNE COOKIES..

so how was new years?

it was excellent..
except for the sudden rush of pandemonium
that was drunkenly and drug educed.

i totally stepped over a boundary that,
if was in a sober mind
could have seen.

and tore a great big gash in the heart
of one person i hold very dear.

thankfully.
i didn't fuck it all up.

apparently after he came in...
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"cross the street from your storefront cemetery
Hear me hailing from inside and realize

I am the conscience clear
In pain or ecstasy
And we were all weaned my dear
Upon the same fatigue

(You're staring at the sun)
Oh my own voice
Cannot save me now
It's just
(standing in the sea)
One more breath
And then
I go down

Your mouth is open...
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