SG LEND ME YOUR EAR
one of my favorite SGs got a set in MR lets push that baby to front page!!!
CRISS heres a lil love audiophile
i made a video and played with my new video editing program here you go...
its me at my most me ness lol a lil word play for you...
soooooooo im going to drive to ohio over 7 hours and 430 plus miles to party with SGs finest on friday!!!! then after the party i am gonna sober up and drive back... hope to be home by sat evening... a serious weekend road trip...15 hours of driving and 4 hours of partying... fair trade!!!
i hope to see all the awesome SG fans, hopefuls and SGS having A blast!!! and embark in a lil fun.... while making new friends and enjoying all the lovely people!!!
I had a few haters try to crush me and break my desire and will to be a SG and to their surprise i am not easily shaken or deterred... what kind of tool would i be if every time some one said quit... i did...
besides i was heavily physically and mentally abused until i was a teen... its gonna take a hell of alot more than "u should give up" for me to quit... i have overcome abuse. neglect, rape, rejection, divorce, cancer, a gallbladder removal, two kidney surgeries, a few near death experiences and so much more... a few bad comments from internet strangers will not break me nor will it change my devotion to suicide girls and going pink...
that being said i am working on getting better and my first set is not gonna be the mind blowing debut that gets me pink.... but it is good enough to meet member review standards...
it also comes out on the two year anniversary of the last time i seen my grand mom alive... i was only able to spend ten mins with her and that was dreadful... i promised i would be back first thing in the morning and she didnt make it.... my grandmom was the only person in this world that truly believed in me and i cry at least once a day for her... she would be proud that i am doing some thing with my creativity and that finally i am moving passed all the darkness and finding my light...
she used to say' this too will pas... this too will pass'...
xoxo
Meness
PS...
YOU ABSOLUTELY HAVE TO WATCH THIS!!!
one of my favorite SGs got a set in MR lets push that baby to front page!!!
CRISS heres a lil love audiophile
i made a video and played with my new video editing program here you go...
its me at my most me ness lol a lil word play for you...
soooooooo im going to drive to ohio over 7 hours and 430 plus miles to party with SGs finest on friday!!!! then after the party i am gonna sober up and drive back... hope to be home by sat evening... a serious weekend road trip...15 hours of driving and 4 hours of partying... fair trade!!!
i hope to see all the awesome SG fans, hopefuls and SGS having A blast!!! and embark in a lil fun.... while making new friends and enjoying all the lovely people!!!
I had a few haters try to crush me and break my desire and will to be a SG and to their surprise i am not easily shaken or deterred... what kind of tool would i be if every time some one said quit... i did...
besides i was heavily physically and mentally abused until i was a teen... its gonna take a hell of alot more than "u should give up" for me to quit... i have overcome abuse. neglect, rape, rejection, divorce, cancer, a gallbladder removal, two kidney surgeries, a few near death experiences and so much more... a few bad comments from internet strangers will not break me nor will it change my devotion to suicide girls and going pink...
that being said i am working on getting better and my first set is not gonna be the mind blowing debut that gets me pink.... but it is good enough to meet member review standards...
it also comes out on the two year anniversary of the last time i seen my grand mom alive... i was only able to spend ten mins with her and that was dreadful... i promised i would be back first thing in the morning and she didnt make it.... my grandmom was the only person in this world that truly believed in me and i cry at least once a day for her... she would be proud that i am doing some thing with my creativity and that finally i am moving passed all the darkness and finding my light...
she used to say' this too will pas... this too will pass'...
xoxo
Meness
PS...
YOU ABSOLUTELY HAVE TO WATCH THIS!!!
VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS
criss:
awwww honey. thanks for the dong... i mean song lol =]
kryptik:
hey lady. thanks for the niceness you left on my set in MR. Much appreciated! (oh, and sadly my braces are gone 
ever immortalized in my photos!) 
ever immortalized in my photos!)