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TOMORROW IS THE DAY!!!!
I HAVE MY FIRST PROFESSIONAL SHOOT AND I AM SOOOOOOO NERVOUS...

I DONT KNOW WHY SINCE...
I GOT THE OUTFIT
THE MAKE UP
HAIR COLORS ARE TOUCHED UP
PICKED MY STYLE FOR MY HAIR
PERFECTED MY PROPS

IM WORKING WITH A PROFESSIONAL ...
I THINK THATS WHAT MAKES ME SO NERVOUS...

1- I HAVE TO GET NAKED IN FRONT OF A STRANGER...
2- I HAVE TO PAY THE STRANGER TO TAKE NUDE PICS OF ME...
3- I HAVE TO CROSS A BRIDGE TO GET TO THE STRANGER... ONE OF MY MAIN PHOBIAS
4- WHAT IF THE SET DONT GET PICKED TO BE POSTED...EVEN FOR MR???
5- WHAT IF HIS WORK DOES NOT MEET MY VISION???

SO MANY THINGS CAN GO WRONG...
I HAVE BEEN THINKING OF WHAT IFS FOR DAYS... ITS DRIVING ME NUTS...

DONT GET ME WRONG I HAVE DONE MY REFERENCE CHECKS...
AND LOOK AT EVERY PIECE OF HIS WORK I COULD GET MY HANDS ON...
AND HE SHOOT FOR SG MANY TIMES BEFORE EVEN THOUGH HE IS NOT A STAFF...
I HAVE ALOT OF CONFIDENCE IN HIM AND HIS IDEAS...

I WANT TO KEEP HIM ANONYMOUS AND HE WOULD LIKE THAT TOO... FOR NOW ANYWAY...
MESSAGE ME AND I WILL SEND YOU HIS LINK IF YOU ARE INTERESTED...

ANY ADVICE FOR MY PRESHOOT JITTERS IS TOTALLY WELCOME!!!
XOXO
MENESS

I CAME ACROSS A REALLY COOL VIDEO THOUGHT ID SHARE...
I LOVE RADEO... RIGEL... AND MARIANNE THEM TOGETHER IS JUST AWESOME!!!



A FEW PICS
TOO... JUST ME
I LOVE MY NEW CAMERA...

MY COLOR REFRESHED




THE MAKE UP CHOICE FOR TOMORROW


I PICKED PURPLE OVER GREEN



ANY FEED BACK???