Today I feel like I haven't felt since I was a teenager. Like I'm going to do something that I really shouldn't even consider. Like I'm dead inside, with nothing left to give or live for. I'm so god damned tired or of being alone inside my head. I want someone to grab me. Shake me. Smack my face. Scream...
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Feeling so damned depressed right now. I wish I could just enjoy my life for one without the depression destroying everything.

mable:
It's a hard thing to deal with.
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Eeven when I'm surrounded by people that I've known for a decade I feel like even they don't know me. Like I'm not meant to be there. I go in thinking I'm going to have fun. Instead I feel like an outsider.

quince:
That´s because you have something amazing inside and sometimes you don´t know how to show it! I am sure about that you are a beautiful person
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Why do people always have to interfere? When I have a plan all set up why don't they just fucking listen to me and let me do it the way that it has to be done?

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I now realize that I'm way too fucking old for this shit. I love this fucking music unfortunately my body is no longer fit for these concerts. I have way too fucking many problems, starting with my asthma, and probably going to end with the cancer growing inside my femur. I wish I could maintain through an entire regular length concert. But, I had...
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I'm going to see Slayer, again. Can't fucking wait! Nine more days. Fuck yeah.

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