so i felt like i needed to update this for the sake of updating.
I don't know where my head has been lately.
i feel like i wasn't actually living last week.
looking back all i see is sun and a bloody heart that was ripped out during a drunken brawl that left both of us defeated
(and for once i don't secretly declare myself...
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I don't know where my head has been lately.
i feel like i wasn't actually living last week.
looking back all i see is sun and a bloody heart that was ripped out during a drunken brawl that left both of us defeated
(and for once i don't secretly declare myself...
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i woke up and i was so comfortable. everything seemed right with the world.
which was in great contrast to how i went to bed: in pain and confused.
Isn't it amazing how sleep can heal all.
brand new day.
ANYWAY had so much fun at the SGNY gala. yall rock my world.
now back to laying about in my so uncomfortable that it is...
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which was in great contrast to how i went to bed: in pain and confused.
Isn't it amazing how sleep can heal all.
brand new day.
ANYWAY had so much fun at the SGNY gala. yall rock my world.
now back to laying about in my so uncomfortable that it is...
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freyja__:
you sure are young on your website.
i hope it's outdated..
i hope it's outdated..
freyja__:
my brain stopped working in the shower once.
right before i blacked out and hit my head on the faucet.
i hope you don't have the same luck.
right before i blacked out and hit my head on the faucet.
i hope you don't have the same luck.
i can't get the pictures to work.
DAMN IT
but it's okay because today was beautiful.
and spring makes me happy.
DAMN IT
but it's okay because today was beautiful.
and spring makes me happy.
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freyja__:
thanks for coming out last night.
i hope to see you again soon, cutie!
i hope to see you again soon, cutie!
thelibra:
yaay 
see you soon!
see you soon!I"M BACK! with avengeance. Done dealing with the nyu bureaucracy, A little power is a very dangerous thing. Fuckin megalomaniacs. If any of you know Grace Clemmens please send her some hate mail. Or a dead baby. Something disturbing. SATAN! yaaaargh 
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ANYWAY. I feel really good right now. Spring is here. Seasonal depression is lifting. And everything is turning up Meghan. Hopefully. Knock on...
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ANYWAY. I feel really good right now. Spring is here. Seasonal depression is lifting. And everything is turning up Meghan. Hopefully. Knock on...
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chitin:
How do I know that name? What does she do?
And will I have to deal with her while transferring?
And will I have to deal with her while transferring?
thelibra:
I've heard that NYU is ridiculously bureaucratic. I'm glad I avoided that route. Ick.
friday: fun, wine, girls night sex and the city style, ate food, saw an amazing play: Rebel Verses Festival at my theater company. I should have said something about that to promote it but i'm narcisistic and siince i wasn't in it i didn't think about it.
i'm really high sorry if this doesn't make sense.
on saturday i felt really weak and i couldn't...
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i'm really high sorry if this doesn't make sense.
on saturday i felt really weak and i couldn't...
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chuckgelman:
Self-promotion:
Meat:
Meat:
chuckgelman:
There's no need to split hairs dear.
So today was my first day back in studio and man oh man i didn't realize that it would take that much out of me. I could barely do yoga or movement and i was just too tired to function.
AND IT WAS PAINFUL
So i said to myself, "self, why don't you take a vico or perc?"
BUT THEN NO
i thought, "SHIT is...
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AND IT WAS PAINFUL
So i said to myself, "self, why don't you take a vico or perc?"
BUT THEN NO
i thought, "SHIT is...
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luckylittleshark:
you knew my movie!!
(or at least i think that's what your comment means)
let's get married!
(or at least i think that's what your comment means)
let's get married!
luckylittleshark:
...you said 'that was on yesterday' or sometihng like that. and i hoped you were talking about empire records (which isnt really *my* movie, but..), because i'd been quoting it.
who shall be the ring-bearer?
who shall be the ring-bearer?
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kvulcan:
I doubt that my surgery is anywhere near yours. well at least its behind you now and your headed in the right direction. Good luck on a fast recovery.
annalee:
You put me in your favourites! Thank you. Thats cool, i can see why they call you that, you look like a prety little blackbird! Id love to see a pic of your crow btw!
memelynch:
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dedgirl:
feel better!
chuckgelman:
The porn community misses you, baby!
coldness settles easily into my bones.
bones that i start to feel i should be seeing more of.
that's febuary.
the overwhelming feeling of feeling overwhelmed.
frozen ground
frozen tears
and i sit fuckin frozen in this malaise.
coffee
tea
wine
...my only salvation
(and some tylenol pm when shit gets real rough)
bones that i start to feel i should be seeing more of.
that's febuary.
the overwhelming feeling of feeling overwhelmed.
frozen ground
frozen tears
and i sit fuckin frozen in this malaise.
coffee
tea
wine
...my only salvation
(and some tylenol pm when shit gets real rough)
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charley:
Bad but somehow more satisfying, I did the whole first series of 24 in just over 24 hours last week...like I said I need to get a life 
Wow you look so much like a friend of mine, this is a good thing she is a major hottie
Wow you look so much like a friend of mine, this is a good thing she is a major hottie
charley:
Yeah that was a damn scam, each episode is nowhere near an hour long, I did stop for sleep in between but as soon as I woke up I was on it again! Nothing better than TV in bed, except maybe internet in bed
I celebrated life yesterday.
I have deemed every Febuary 17th Celebration of Life Day.
An excuse to get drunk on champagne and toast the need for spring in our bones and then two bowls later, go to bed.
I believe it comes at no better time. Febuary, the shortest month, seems to drag on forever in it's sheer bleakness. But ever so often it teases...
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I have deemed every Febuary 17th Celebration of Life Day.
An excuse to get drunk on champagne and toast the need for spring in our bones and then two bowls later, go to bed.
I believe it comes at no better time. Febuary, the shortest month, seems to drag on forever in it's sheer bleakness. But ever so often it teases...
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scagnetti:
Bottoms up.
The next time you have a reason then.
Any other days planned for Debauchery?
The next time you have a reason then.
Any other days planned for Debauchery?
helper:
ni hao ma wo xin de pengyou? xue guoyu ma? yong pinyin, hao bu hao?
food poisoning. i've decided that my stomach and i have a hate hate relationship cuz even when it allows me to feel well my head makes me feel guilty for feeding it. so maybe my head and i have a hate hate relationship.
someone thought i was a suicide girl today it made me very happy.
free play is a very good book.
my boyfriend...
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someone thought i was a suicide girl today it made me very happy.
free play is a very good book.
my boyfriend...
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fatality:
Does meme refer to the units of cultural inheritance? The societal counterpart of genes...or something else?
bleeder:
Hey. Awesome card you gave your boy.
Good to see you have 'Alkaline Trio' on your list!
Good to see you have 'Alkaline Trio' on your list!
hermits unite!