johnna was in the same room as jules. different casket. same flowers... things. all i could see was jules.
i felt them hanging from the chandeliers, laughing at me in heels and suit.
jules is no longer alone and for that i am thankful.
johnna being one of only two friends that i have managed to obtain in town.. i miss her terribly. we buried her in the mausoleum and she has a perfect view of jules across the way.
things are changing and these changes are foisting me out of this town, inch by tiny inch. they are also pushing me quickly towards the doors of a mental institution. which i almost welcome. i am not safe.
i spent the night in jules' room, in her closet, covered by her coats and shoes and sweaters. they still smell like her. i sobbed till i slept. and i am still much too tired to go outside.
i felt them hanging from the chandeliers, laughing at me in heels and suit.
jules is no longer alone and for that i am thankful.
johnna being one of only two friends that i have managed to obtain in town.. i miss her terribly. we buried her in the mausoleum and she has a perfect view of jules across the way.
things are changing and these changes are foisting me out of this town, inch by tiny inch. they are also pushing me quickly towards the doors of a mental institution. which i almost welcome. i am not safe.
i spent the night in jules' room, in her closet, covered by her coats and shoes and sweaters. they still smell like her. i sobbed till i slept. and i am still much too tired to go outside.
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and as a side note. there have been birds after dark, just two in the trees- that are bare, inside oakwood.
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-beck.