i have to work today and i'm off the next two. mom is having surgery on wednesday and i have to re-schedule mine. but honestly. i am procrastinating. i am. pushing it back. and. avoiding the issue. even.the.thought. of going.
also- there are too many leaks in this apartment. the water is some times too hot and the heat rarely works so my nose is running. i. am sitting here. smoking. waiting for some thing- any thing. to kick in. and get me through today.
because.
i'd rather be in new orleans-
(it came out as a song inside my head)
i'd rather be with you, beck and walk the streets alone. or even by the river.. any where but here. i'm. ranting. i've. tried to call. but. i shall try again in. 20 minutes. because.
i can.
<3mad.love.
also- there are too many leaks in this apartment. the water is some times too hot and the heat rarely works so my nose is running. i. am sitting here. smoking. waiting for some thing- any thing. to kick in. and get me through today.
because.
i'd rather be in new orleans-
(it came out as a song inside my head)
i'd rather be with you, beck and walk the streets alone. or even by the river.. any where but here. i'm. ranting. i've. tried to call. but. i shall try again in. 20 minutes. because.
i can.
<3mad.love.
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-beck.
i agree to run away. let's do it. i'm tired and every thing is indeed slipping away.
i had one of those jules dreams this morning. we were on a train going very fast, seated very close to one another. you and i had strong, tall, intelligent men with us for some reason adn your brother was sitting with a small clown behind us. and jules and you and i. became angry. over some thing.
and we pushed this guy out of the train and he hung on to the doors but the train was going so fast, he flew off as jules was slamming the doors on him and cackling.
we all cackled.
the three fates of us.
we did. <3