melody

Sorry i have been away for a while... i had company over and there has just been alot of drama around here lately..i was suposed to go to houston but somethings just dont work out and shit gets fucked up so i didnt go... my sister is really pissed off at me because i didnt get to see her... she lives in houston so blah... i dont know what to do with that because my fucking mother told me last night she doesnt even love me anymore that im not the daughter she once knew... how shitty is that? my whole family hates me because of the way i look... it sickens me that there are so many people out there that judge you on your appearance... its the personality that counts... douchebags...

im really sad...and jus twant to lay in bed... im sorry if i dont reply to you i just wanna be alone for a while