i dont know what to do...anymore...i feel like im out of choices.... now my car wont start at all... im almost ouf of contact solution... i have zero money...like in the negatives and shit... i have no source of income at all... i hate asking people to borrow money so i dont... my mother wont even help me but i dont blame her... how the...
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claudiajean:
Melody, my husband ThePassenger, donated money from us. I cried when I read your doggy's message, he looks so sweet. We lost our dog almost 2 years ago to a short battle with cancer. I know how much dogs mean to people like us and I wish you all the best of luck. Please give puppy a belly rub for me. 
nofi:
no problem. i'm glad i could help a little. definitely keep me posted on what's happening with your dog.
i suck at this journal thing when im depressed...
no gas in my car
which means no finding a job and getting to get out of the house...
sick of watching tv...sick of waiting...blahblahblah
ahhh im done feeling sorry for myself
no gas in my car
which means no finding a job and getting to get out of the house...
sick of watching tv...sick of waiting...blahblahblah
ahhh im done feeling sorry for myself
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oldsarge:
Attention...this is a drive-by hi------------------------------>hi. 
oldsarge:
Just trying to cheer you up.
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nightvixen:
oh do you not feel well?everything will get better,hang in there...
jaggy:
could be better. better than death, i guess.
yah yah im sick!...grr..katy got me sick and im going to kick her ass once im better...wait she might like that *kinky* 
ah so we are trying to get our roomate out of this house!..he said he would be out by today..as in friday... and hes not out yet... he still owes katy rent money and if he stays longer than sunday then he will...
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ah so we are trying to get our roomate out of this house!..he said he would be out by today..as in friday... and hes not out yet... he still owes katy rent money and if he stays longer than sunday then he will...
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lollypopsnaggler:
Thanks. Since Sunday I haven't had a smoke. It is hard to quit but it's something I wan't to do and need to do. Hope I get the job. Yeah, I will just have to deal with the piercings, and your right I could always put them back in after work. How did your christmas go? Well take care and get better.
_thegrifter_:
Cute. Too bad about the second set. The first one was fab so I'm looking forward to the follow-up.
Too bad about the second set. The first one was fab so I'm looking forward to the follow-up.ok so i just sent in my second set...hope it gets accepted 
i cooked tonight... pancakes, eggs and bacon MmM...it was yummy...
katy is sick andi had to make her eat a hearty meal!...and feed everyone else too... im all full tired and cold..so fuckin cold outside!...its to cold to work in the lawn..i wanted to do that tomorrow
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i cooked tonight... pancakes, eggs and bacon MmM...it was yummy...
katy is sick andi had to make her eat a hearty meal!...and feed everyone else too... im all full tired and cold..so fuckin cold outside!...its to cold to work in the lawn..i wanted to do that tomorrow
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nightmares:
Nope it looks like the freaking weekend! Woohoo!!!! Have a good one!!! Or else....
~Nightmares~
Nope it looks like the freaking weekend! Woohoo!!!! Have a good one!!! Or else....
~Nightmares~
lollygrrl:
Girl I feel you with the mom thing. Everyday my mother puts me down.. telling me how I can't do anything right and then says that when she dies I won't be able to take care of me. She is the ultimate co-dependent control freak.
I bought her something for her a toaster for her birthday because she always some kind of kitchen thing. So she looks at it and goes 'But what am I gonna do with my old one, I've had since before you were born??' So I told her I'd return it and she says, 'Oh no. its ok. I'll put it here.. but I really don't want to get rid of my old one. I'm gonna miss it so much if I get rid of it, maybe I'll just keep the old one underneath the counter in the cabinet.' I'm like.. Jesus Christ.. you can't even lie to me and tell me that you love it like any respecting person would do. Even if you absolutely hate something you should always have the manners to lie to the person and tell them you like it... especially when its your daughter.
It's like.. nothing is ever good enough. And then it seems like what I do reflects that because I start to believe her so I start fucking things up. I was 3.7 all thru high school (which I was always told I could have done better)and then when I went to college I dropped out before the first semester ended.. and I've gone back three times but keep dropping out. And everytime she says.. I knew you shouldn't have gone back. You always start things you don't finish.
Do they understand how much they are fucking with our heads when they say shit like that.. what the fuck?!?!?!
Jesus Lord Christ.. so sorry to be rambling on and on like a freak, but I Really had to vent.
I bought her something for her a toaster for her birthday because she always some kind of kitchen thing. So she looks at it and goes 'But what am I gonna do with my old one, I've had since before you were born??' So I told her I'd return it and she says, 'Oh no. its ok. I'll put it here.. but I really don't want to get rid of my old one. I'm gonna miss it so much if I get rid of it, maybe I'll just keep the old one underneath the counter in the cabinet.' I'm like.. Jesus Christ.. you can't even lie to me and tell me that you love it like any respecting person would do. Even if you absolutely hate something you should always have the manners to lie to the person and tell them you like it... especially when its your daughter.
It's like.. nothing is ever good enough. And then it seems like what I do reflects that because I start to believe her so I start fucking things up. I was 3.7 all thru high school (which I was always told I could have done better)and then when I went to college I dropped out before the first semester ended.. and I've gone back three times but keep dropping out. And everytime she says.. I knew you shouldn't have gone back. You always start things you don't finish.
Do they understand how much they are fucking with our heads when they say shit like that.. what the fuck?!?!?!
Jesus Lord Christ.. so sorry to be rambling on and on like a freak, but I Really had to vent.
hey zebra told me to update ..and i realize ive been slacking on this here thingy... times are rough...but its a pretty day out and i like today
im going to send in a set soon... yes yes... mmmmHmmMM
love you all Mwaz*
im going to send in a set soon...
yes yes... mmmmHmmMM
love you all Mwaz*
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kristin548:
WE MISS YOU!
Happy Monkey Day! im so tired
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lotuspod81:
Did you sleep yet? lol 
sillyzebra:
update girl...
so i didnt even go take that test... there was this paper that i took home from adecco after i took all my tests...it was attached to the back of all the paperwork i had to fill out...said to detatch and take with... i read it when i got home and it said that they have the right to talk to neighbors and family members...
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nightmares:
Have a wonderful weekend or this ~~~>
will happen to you!
~Nightmares~
will happen to you!
~Nightmares~
tryphyna:
wow, lots of sleep. sounds good! i love going to bed early, sleeping in late, and taking a nap in-between. 
can't wait till you post a new set!
can't wait till you post a new set!
I was suprised to see that Dirge left me a comment on my set... and i dont believe that its someone faking to be him either... hes such an awesome artist... and he seems to be a silly character... he rules
Im wanting to get a full Lenore sleave one of these days... with all the characters... starting from my right sholder blade down...
I...
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Im wanting to get a full Lenore sleave one of these days... with all the characters... starting from my right sholder blade down...
I...
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sportsfan909:
Update soon? Ta.
omg my set finally went up WOoOoo
i also want to thank everyone for their awesome comments... u all rock!
i also want to thank everyone for their awesome comments... u all rock!
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emjmd:
Congrats on the set sweetie. Glad to see it finally went up.
Love ya. *hugs*
Love ya. *hugs*
heidiness:
yeah i didn't get to look at it until now, but you're just beautiful and i love your hair
Hey whats going on peepelzzzz 
ah today i woke up early to a call from Adecco, a staffing agency, and they wanted me to come in today to do some testing on this job they found me... so i went and i couldnt fuckin find the place... that pissed me off so bad...grr... i dont have a cell phone either or any money to use...
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ah today i woke up early to a call from Adecco, a staffing agency, and they wanted me to come in today to do some testing on this job they found me... so i went and i couldnt fuckin find the place... that pissed me off so bad...grr... i dont have a cell phone either or any money to use...
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irishmykl:
Hello beautiful. That set was HAWT, and you are a Texas girl thats freakin awesome. I would love to hear your Melody anytime, i bet they are the most wonderful notes.
elektrokrashs:
Wow...not only are you gorgeous, but you can cut hair too??? You're boyfriend is a very lucky man!